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Sunday, November 29, 2015 | 11/29/2015 10:53:00 PM | 0 comments

sometimes/ I think I have split personality HAHAHAHAHA like

This extremely serious side that I really hate

and this unserious side that I don't feel is unserious/ fun enough hahaha

also I can't hide things and I think it makes me a terrible person

offending more and more people lel but then whekabsakekwakanss

anw I was previously inspired by someone close w this "I may not agree with what you're doing/ like it but as your friend/loved one I'll support you no matter what" mindset which was what i did for the 25th thanksgiving dinner (I was initially really really really unreceptive to it)

I guess that school of thought really works for softer and calmer/neutral people

but ppl who know me well esp lyj (I think I'm most straightforward w her) would know that I tend to be more point blank frank with ppl I truly treasure

the other school of thought may work, but to me I feel like it works only/especially if you care more about the friendship rather than that friend himself/herself?

I used to really hate getting scolded by my friends in the past too esp sec school like it just made me rlly sad/frustrated but I think I've finally grown up hahahah

Okay I'm done with the deep waters

this was one of the mornings when I was mugging in RR and the clouds were really white and the sky was really blue and I just wished it could stay that way forever

And recently the weather has become so much cooler esp at night it's like there's a fan blowing directly at me whenever I'm outdoors but nope it's just the wind

I love the wind hahahaha (~:

also cute dad part (iii)

home alone/ superman returns with dad for one week next week while mom travels w students and both sibs go for mission trip HAHAHAHA so many fun things lined up that we secretly planned hehehe!

Also last night me and sissy and pa and ma were just nuaing tgt on their bed and HTHT until it was alr 1+am when we thot it was only 11 hahahah

and they suggested a new course to me that I think might be quite suitable for me also haha this one I'm not so scared to say: sociology.

But still considering everything else and keeping my options open!

And studying local haha if I do stay in SG I might get the dog I've been wanting for forever!

And I won't be alone and lonely and will always be with my parents who i couldn't love more

Lastly some (many?) ppl have been wondering about my sunflowers hahahaha

Well they're not exactly dead but they're

not really alive either and they look really sad/ about to go anytime. There was this one day where the wind actually snapped one of the taller plants into two so the original one stopped growing and we planted the upper half of the snapped portion which is miraculously growin ahhaha idk where it got its roots but ok!

look how all e leaves are sagging hahaha

just like me

and my post-As skin

Hahaha jk okay bye

tired of relations and screwing up ships non-stop and irdk what to do anymore hahaha

but tomorrow will be better

(Hopefully)

I think I'm really more suited to get my own farm and just live with my dog and cat and pig and horse and sheep

And I'll adopt the lucky animals that can run away from cruel factories or secretly embark on missions to go save them hahaha xD

But what if I'm the one that even animals wanna run away from

Haha ohnoooooooooz

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