Anw back to the pace guess where I'm at--still trying to understand how I failed 10A so miserably 

I wonder why they even give us 3 tutorials per week then when I feel like I'm not even learning anything LOL

Anwz I got rlly rlly angst because wow I finally started trying but then there are no answers and no everything and so im going to sleep now and get 0 for the test tmr

Everyone come clap for me

I've been feeling v angst esp at people who go for tuition recently HAHA 

(so if you don't want to see me worked up/rolling my eyes at you these days, don't bring up that T word to me; Do people even know what it means/what it's true purpose is???)

And how everyone naturally associates that being in a school like ours = going for tuition

And it's just gonna make others think even more that we do well because we are rich/ privileged backgrounds

So here's me lagging terribly behind my studies cos I have no tuition (or mainly time management) but happily boycotting this whole tuition system + no longer asking my mom for help since mid-j1 (so people can Stop saying that i dun need tuition cos i got my Mom) and angstily declaring that I've had 0 tuition in my entire life except for half a year in p5 because my mom just left for US and I was getting Cs for math (yes, p5)

(Because I honestly don't believe in conforming to society HAHAHAHA and besides, who is gonna stand with those who are rlly weak and cnnt afford tuition?) 

Zzzz math sucks growing up sucks even more this stupid elitist/idek what society we live in sucks the most I've been an angsty angsty teen-turning-adult it's terrible (just realized rage comes with age) 

I wish I could still see how beautiful this world is but why is it gettig so hard I feel like I'm blinded 

Sigh so here's to failing math tmr and IH of which I have an entire lecture book to memorise 

Sorry mr turtle ))))'x

((And sorry for raging I'll post happier stuff like 18th celebs soon))

Anw back to the pace guess where I'm at--still trying to understand how I failed 10A so miserably 

I wonder why they even give us 3 tutorials per week then when I feel like I'm not even learning anything LOL

Anwz I got rlly rlly angst because wow I finally started trying but then there are no answers and no everything and so im going to sleep now and get 0 for the test tmr

Everyone come clap for me

I've been feeling v angst esp at people who go for tuition recently HAHA 

(so if you don't want to see me worked up/rolling my eyes at you these days, don't bring up that T word to me; Do people even know what it means/what it's true purpose is???)

And how everyone naturally associates that being in a school like ours = going for tuition

And it's just gonna make others think even more that we do well because we are rich/ privileged backgrounds

So here's me lagging terribly behind my studies cos I have no tuition (or mainly time management) but happily boycotting this whole tuition system + no longer asking my mom for help since mid-j1 (so people can Stop saying that i dun need tuition cos i got my Mom) and angstily declaring that I've had 0 tuition in my entire life except for half a year in p5 because my mom just left for US and I was getting Cs for math (yes, p5)

(Because I honestly don't believe in conforming to society HAHAHAHA and besides, who is gonna stand with those who are rlly weak and cnnt afford tuition?) 

Zzzz math sucks growing up sucks even more this stupid elitist/idek what society we live in sucks the most I've been an angsty angsty teen-turning-adult it's terrible (just realized rage comes with age) 

I wish I could still see how beautiful this world is but why is it gettig so hard I feel like I'm blinded 

Sigh so here's to failing math tmr and IH of which I have an entire lecture book to memorise 

Sorry mr turtle ))))'x

((And sorry for raging I'll post happier stuff like 18th celebs soon))