"Whenever I am feeling lowwww
i look around me, and i knowwww
there's a place that will stay within me,
wherever i may choose to goooo
/
thissss issss Home, 

where i know i must be
where my dreams wait for me, 

where the river always flows
this is home, surely, as my senses tell me,
this is where, i won't beeee aloneeeee (actually i am still quite but ok)
for this is where i knowwww its homeeee"

"This is my countryyyy, this is my flaggggg
this is my futureeeee, this is my lifeeeeee
this is my familyyyyyyy, these are my friendsss
we are Singapore, singaporeaaaans"

"Lets reach outttt for the skieeees
with wings, we'll soar up highhhhhh
our dreams, we'll all achieveeeeee
we'll make our destiny
lets reach outttt for the skieeees
with wings, we'll soar up highhhhhh
our dreams, we'll all achieveeeee
let's soarrrrr and reach! 
for the skieeees~ ieeeesss~ iesss~iesss~
our dreams, we'll all achi^eeeeeve 
let's soarrrrr and reachhhhhh! for the skiessss" 

/yes imagine my broken voice and laugh all you want/
and guess who followed her parents to the market this morning like some pest and Finally got to have her black carrot cake after 3 weeks of abstinence cos of the freaking shaky bridge (then plot twist: guess who tweeted overexcitedly and forgot to post the picture w the tweet Again ((/the tweet毛病)) so she ended up deleting her tweet cos awkward)

2. feels like deleting askfm because loser here sudden realized that no one will be interested in her/ the last question was in april before council elections lol (sudden 1000年以后 already)
and maybe even remove the lame tagboard on this blog because my readers are all ghosts ):
(Sn: in pri sch i used to openly be sad when people read my blog and left without tagging but Plot Twist im not in pri sch anymore so mai(4) gia(1)/dun Scaredypantsy)
((Side sn: the ahma just scolded me during dinner just now "aiyoh li ji eh hok-kien lang (an zuo?) tia buay dong（yu??) gong buay hou hokkien uay, ah ni cam! (((哎哟你这个福建人为什么听不懂又说不好福建话这么惨)))" so guess who is determined to master her dialect now))

as in (unfunny) jokes aside, my point is that think there just isnt any point keeping these platforms around anymore so see how when i free );

3. mrk said "good job" and "not bad" today and i think my heart was exploding with joy when i left and he told me to go for playing class tmr ahahaha tmr it'd be officially exactly 1 month from exam xS. all those nerves and jitters and secretly wishing i had (a) friend(s) who i could ask to sit down and listen to me play the repertoire just to help me get over the nerves/be there/maybe give me feedback
but guess who has resigned to the fact that her piano will prolly end up as her bff/ closest friend for life 5eva (until i get a dog.) (or if the miracle ive been wishing for can actually still happen hahaha)
okay juz keeds actually its just that there've only been bout/less than five friends who I've dared play for/let them hear my terrible playing and currently kosong are still in my life ha ha. ha 

4.still not really accepting/getting over something that happened But life is about moving on and trudging on and about accepting reality/ not running away from it, and trying your best- to socialize, put on the best smile, produce good tones from the piano and live on even while your heart rots inside, the smiles are ugly and the tones can never sound good w that kind of mood. I will try my best for life and stay happy no matter what happens (:

You will never be truly bad. i will never believe that you are. i will wait for you, egg. we all will. 

I will wait for my miracle to happen too, mm.

"Whenever I am feeling lowwww
i look around me, and i knowwww
there's a place that will stay within me,
wherever i may choose to goooo
/
thissss issss Home, 

where i know i must be
where my dreams wait for me, 

where the river always flows
this is home, surely, as my senses tell me,
this is where, i won't beeee aloneeeee (actually i am still quite but ok)
for this is where i knowwww its homeeee"

"This is my countryyyy, this is my flaggggg
this is my futureeeee, this is my lifeeeeee
this is my familyyyyyyy, these are my friendsss
we are Singapore, singaporeaaaans"

"Lets reach outttt for the skieeees
with wings, we'll soar up highhhhhh
our dreams, we'll all achieveeeeee
we'll make our destiny
lets reach outttt for the skieeees
with wings, we'll soar up highhhhhh
our dreams, we'll all achieveeeee
let's soarrrrr and reach! 
for the skieeees~ ieeeesss~ iesss~iesss~
our dreams, we'll all achi^eeeeeve 
let's soarrrrr and reachhhhhh! for the skiessss" 

/yes imagine my broken voice and laugh all you want/
and guess who followed her parents to the market this morning like some pest and Finally got to have her black carrot cake after 3 weeks of abstinence cos of the freaking shaky bridge (then plot twist: guess who tweeted overexcitedly and forgot to post the picture w the tweet Again ((/the tweet毛病)) so she ended up deleting her tweet cos awkward)

2. feels like deleting askfm because loser here sudden realized that no one will be interested in her/ the last question was in april before council elections lol (sudden 1000年以后 already)
and maybe even remove the lame tagboard on this blog because my readers are all ghosts ):
(Sn: in pri sch i used to openly be sad when people read my blog and left without tagging but Plot Twist im not in pri sch anymore so mai(4) gia(1)/dun Scaredypantsy)
((Side sn: the ahma just scolded me during dinner just now "aiyoh li ji eh hok-kien lang (an zuo?) tia buay dong（yu??) gong buay hou hokkien uay, ah ni cam! (((哎哟你这个福建人为什么听不懂又说不好福建话这么惨)))" so guess who is determined to master her dialect now))

as in (unfunny) jokes aside, my point is that think there just isnt any point keeping these platforms around anymore so see how when i free );

3. mrk said "good job" and "not bad" today and i think my heart was exploding with joy when i left and he told me to go for playing class tmr ahahaha tmr it'd be officially exactly 1 month from exam xS. all those nerves and jitters and secretly wishing i had (a) friend(s) who i could ask to sit down and listen to me play the repertoire just to help me get over the nerves/be there/maybe give me feedback
but guess who has resigned to the fact that her piano will prolly end up as her bff/ closest friend for life 5eva (until i get a dog.) (or if the miracle ive been wishing for can actually still happen hahaha)
okay juz keeds actually its just that there've only been bout/less than five friends who I've dared play for/let them hear my terrible playing and currently kosong are still in my life ha ha. ha 

4.still not really accepting/getting over something that happened But life is about moving on and trudging on and about accepting reality/ not running away from it, and trying your best- to socialize, put on the best smile, produce good tones from the piano and live on even while your heart rots inside, the smiles are ugly and the tones can never sound good w that kind of mood. I will try my best for life and stay happy no matter what happens (:

You will never be truly bad. i will never believe that you are. i will wait for you, egg. we all will. 

I will wait for my miracle to happen too, mm.