21/8 big girls dont cry
Thursday, August 21, 2014 | 8/21/2014 11:19:00 PM | 0 comments
These few days there were some times when lousykid97 felt like crying
1. Went on Facebook and I promise I will never ever go on it again okay maybe just not to look up on how people are doing
2. For the first time in a few months I didn't get A for math but failed Badly and idek how or why and when mommy looked through my answers she was like quite pekcek-ly concluding that I didnt understand a single thing she taught me but I think I did and I thought the quiz was okay just that I lacked time management and was really careless
Sigh and now I think I failed cos I just didn't practice enough .___.
((But I triedddd))
3. Have been spending every free afternoon this week on programme notes and every evening on piano (and I still dont know how I'm going to pass) and my backlog of schoolwork is quite serious and it's been days of either rolling myself off the bed at 3-4.30am or going "holy shat!" when the screen appears and I see 6.00am and when I go to school Everybody (ok some ppl) tells me how they're not gonna finish revising for promos in time and I'm like "chillax dude I haven't even Started"
4. Something came while I was in school ytd and I promise I will never ever be anything else but grateful from now on if it doesn't come/misses. Felt like dying and throwing up and wanted to cry a few times and I was pretty Angst but I stayed in school till 6pm for burden csc enrichment when I wanted/had alr planned to roll home at 2pm
But.
Thankyou God for everything and everyone and keeping me alive despite all the sh!t ^
Thankyou A12 for having been here because all of you give me strength and help me stay happy and laugh and idrc that more than 2 teachers have scolded us for living in our small bubble and being too happy-go-lucky cos I couldn't ask for a better class
Thankyou people who have been playin the test w me it's really funny hahaha
Thankyou sherbiexoxo for buying/treating me to that cup of hot milo cos of cramps I'm still feeling really warm inside (':
Thankyou parents for having been really patient and supportive and thankyou family for tolerating my noise for 3hours everyday I'm sorry if I made y'all dread the sound of the piano hahaha and thanks for singing all the parts out from different corners of e house when I play seperate hands hahaha (':
Thankyou cindy for being the only one from last time who is still physically here/letting me grab you and stuff hehez
Thankyou ol good friends like ewe and lingz and roo for all the hellos and hi's and encouragements hehe
Okay feeling pretty happy now it's a good day cos it's Friiiidayyyyyyyy
(Guess who didn't do her tutorial 7B)
Ohhhkay byeeeeeee (-:
So let Your name, be lifted higher, be lifted higher, be lifted higherrrr
