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Monday, February 17, 2014 | 2/17/2014 11:17:00 PM | 0 comments

"No."
"You drain my energy. Idw to waste it"
"No."
"You're not worth my time."
"I don't want you anymore"
"No." 
"You don't deserve this." 
"You don't deserve that."
"You don't deserve to be here."
"You don't deserve to have them as your friends. They are there. You are here" 
"No."
"You don't belong."
"Why are you so stupid?"
"Why are you such a person?"
"You are so amazingly stupid."
"No."
"No, you can't, you didn't meet the criteria."
"Go away, we don't want you here."

NO.
You are just not good enough.


Sometimes it isn't the fear of rejection. 
Sometimes it's the fear of words, and the fear of humans.
Yet it isn't the fear of human words right at that precise moment.
Sometimes it's the fear of echoes of those, screaming silently late at night; the fear of being unable to cover yr ears from those words, and being unable to prevent them from being carved right into your bones. 
And so those words eat you up bit by bit, till you are left with nothing.



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17/2
Monday, February 17, 2014 | 2/17/2014 11:17:00 PM | 0 comments

"No."
"You drain my energy. Idw to waste it"
"No."
"You're not worth my time."
"I don't want you anymore"
"No." 
"You don't deserve this." 
"You don't deserve that."
"You don't deserve to be here."
"You don't deserve to have them as your friends. They are there. You are here" 
"No."
"You don't belong."
"Why are you so stupid?"
"Why are you such a person?"
"You are so amazingly stupid."
"No."
"No, you can't, you didn't meet the criteria."
"Go away, we don't want you here."

NO.
You are just not good enough.


Sometimes it isn't the fear of rejection. 
Sometimes it's the fear of words, and the fear of humans.
Yet it isn't the fear of human words right at that precise moment.
Sometimes it's the fear of echoes of those, screaming silently late at night; the fear of being unable to cover yr ears from those words, and being unable to prevent them from being carved right into your bones. 
And so those words eat you up bit by bit, till you are left with nothing.



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