At the bf table with all e mixed feelings over everything again 

The stomach has been feeling acidic/easily bloated since before we came 

Hope I'm nt falling sick ahahahaha no I won't imma dam strong kid (~: 

Off to Belgium then Paris!(-: 

I pray for wifi so I can work LOL or maybe not then I can truly be overseas and away from everything/all attachments

This feeling of burden honestly sucks but I deserve it 

6.28am/ 11.28pm- Paris, France 

Was at Brussels, Belgium earlier today

Bought Belgium chocolate but they're ex like qhdiqaldjqk lol okay and passed by Godiva factory outlet but didn't go in (I wouldn't have bought em anw cos 1. Crazy to buy so ex & branded food 2. Godiva is sweet until can die)

Felt sad that couldn't buy Belgium choc back to give friends as souvenirs

But not like there are many to give lol and idk who is rlly chocoholic (like me) 

Shall go see if can get smaller souvenir type choc at Switzerland too cos here all in big bars 

4hr drive to Paris and tour guide let us watch this super nice American drama called 24 along the way whoa it's dam good though rlly scary cos to bout terrorism in USA /sudden recalls sec3 Terrorism through Movies sabbats w Mr Mac/

Paris is scary I think we met a robber who targeted us but thank God I was on guard and noticed this funny guy wearing black hoodie following us quite a distance and alerted e parents then we faster walked away and I think he knew we were on guard so he sped off in e opp direction suddenly but I looked him in the eye 

I've never felt so scared/heart beat so fast in a long time lol idek if I've ever felt this way. Adrenaline from danger. But I trust that God will keep us safe and sound. 

Reminded me of how in this world nothing is perfect/really Good ahaha

Where there's good, there'll definitely be bad

Where there's bad, there'll def be good

Paris was always a "it'd be nice to go" place to me, just like every other country other than home

And Singapore might not be special in any way to us, 

Today I think I made my first new friend ahaha

He's a small small pri sch boy who sat beside me during lunch today/dinner ytd

We had a bit of interaction (I helped him take dishes a bit cos his sis is quite mean to him lol and he was opp his parents and he was eating plain rice cos he finished e ony piece of meat his sis took for him ROFL) and it was quite hilarious cos when he turned to his right to talk to his sis he sudden boldkid and talk loudly/quarrel but when he turned left and I ask him if he want sth then he would shy diao and go "uhhh okayyy, thank you"

Afterwards he secretly tapped my shoulder and I realized it was him so we secretly played e tap shoulder game w each other for e whole day HAHAHAHA ended w him last tap today I shall tap him back tmr x)

Not bad baaaa I mean not like real friend or what but at least I found someone to play/joke with

And he keeps sneaking glances at me then turning away quickly when I look at him LOL quite a cute boy xD 

To a good day tmr, and less thinking/caring about the world

At the bf table with all e mixed feelings over everything again 

The stomach has been feeling acidic/easily bloated since before we came 

Hope I'm nt falling sick ahahahaha no I won't imma dam strong kid (~: 

Off to Belgium then Paris!(-: 

I pray for wifi so I can work LOL or maybe not then I can truly be overseas and away from everything/all attachments

This feeling of burden honestly sucks but I deserve it 

6.28am/ 11.28pm- Paris, France 

Was at Brussels, Belgium earlier today

Bought Belgium chocolate but they're ex like qhdiqaldjqk lol okay and passed by Godiva factory outlet but didn't go in (I wouldn't have bought em anw cos 1. Crazy to buy so ex & branded food 2. Godiva is sweet until can die)

Felt sad that couldn't buy Belgium choc back to give friends as souvenirs

But not like there are many to give lol and idk who is rlly chocoholic (like me) 

Shall go see if can get smaller souvenir type choc at Switzerland too cos here all in big bars 

4hr drive to Paris and tour guide let us watch this super nice American drama called 24 along the way whoa it's dam good though rlly scary cos to bout terrorism in USA /sudden recalls sec3 Terrorism through Movies sabbats w Mr Mac/

Paris is scary I think we met a robber who targeted us but thank God I was on guard and noticed this funny guy wearing black hoodie following us quite a distance and alerted e parents then we faster walked away and I think he knew we were on guard so he sped off in e opp direction suddenly but I looked him in the eye 

I've never felt so scared/heart beat so fast in a long time lol idek if I've ever felt this way. Adrenaline from danger. But I trust that God will keep us safe and sound. 

Reminded me of how in this world nothing is perfect/really Good ahaha

Where there's good, there'll definitely be bad

Where there's bad, there'll def be good

Paris was always a "it'd be nice to go" place to me, just like every other country other than home

And Singapore might not be special in any way to us, 

Today I think I made my first new friend ahaha

He's a small small pri sch boy who sat beside me during lunch today/dinner ytd

We had a bit of interaction (I helped him take dishes a bit cos his sis is quite mean to him lol and he was opp his parents and he was eating plain rice cos he finished e ony piece of meat his sis took for him ROFL) and it was quite hilarious cos when he turned to his right to talk to his sis he sudden boldkid and talk loudly/quarrel but when he turned left and I ask him if he want sth then he would shy diao and go "uhhh okayyy, thank you"

Afterwards he secretly tapped my shoulder and I realized it was him so we secretly played e tap shoulder game w each other for e whole day HAHAHAHA ended w him last tap today I shall tap him back tmr x)

Not bad baaaa I mean not like real friend or what but at least I found someone to play/joke with

And he keeps sneaking glances at me then turning away quickly when I look at him LOL quite a cute boy xD 

To a good day tmr, and less thinking/caring about the world