It's now 2.38am in Singapore

I've been listening to songs avail on the plane instead of movie marathon

Cos Despicable Me 2's here!!!! And I Must Must MUST watch it when I'm wide awake 

Now I'm half sleeping half listening to music hahahaa 

Songs that played just now- 

I Knew You Were Trouble- TS

I love the titles of their songs- Radioactive, It's Time, Demons, On Top of the World, Amsterdam (where we'll be landing!((;) and so on (:

Super excited for Despicable Me 2 which e bro is alr watching

I rmb the times wen no one was avail to watch w me and I just felt so so so Sad.

But now I can finally and am finally catching it!!(-:

-To be uploaded when wifi arrives-

Then city tour!

I love the smell of winter have I said it before! Winter smells good (~:

AND I ABSOLUTELY LOVE CHRISTMAS MARKETS /runs to them like a mad kid/ 

In Eastern Europe, we went to Christmas markets every country we visited and those were the dam huge scale kind like whole parade square size

Now over here, the market is much smaller scale like just a loooooooooooooong row of stalls along the loooooooooooooong path but they're so finely and nicely decorated ahh haha but I only took (/spammed like mad) pics w my cam so cnnt upload for now haha 

I was super fascinated and happy and in my lalaland when we walked past e markets hahaha like couldn't stop laughing for no reason kind of happy

Our tour group ended up being a dam big one with 39 ppl when they told us only 20+ ppl on our tour at first cos they suddenly merged 2 tours or sth anw dam irritating cos I hate big groups and i freaking hate waiting 

The people seem to be quite nice thoughhhhh just that I haven't talked to anyone/don't intend to.

Usually sissy is e one doing all the socializing and making friends and I just tag along w her but she's not aroundddddd andddd I'm just like that la and the parents were irritated w me for being such an antisocial person which made me feel irritated cos it's not like I wanna be antisocial right! Plus te people here are weird :/ (ok not like I'm very normal/apparently to new ppl I have a cold and scary aura. but still.) 

Miss our E.eu gang so badly! )-:

HAHAHAHA in that tour, all of us kids just like cliqued immediately and monkeyed around e whole time and had serious but fun times tgt. there were Hazel, Rachel (&bf LOL), Alwyn (ex hc strings pres who knows mj hahaha), Elmer (the joker), 2 other ex-ny seniors whose names I forgot (actually those 2 weren't that close to us cos they left early) and us!

Then nearly every night, we would meet in someone's room and talk/play truth or dare (mostly dares actually) and we would Drink (courtesy of e 2 guys heheheh) dam crazy and fun and all those details which I shan't go into ahaha

Sigh back to reality I'm alone in our room w my snoring bro who suddenly woke up screaming just now cos he got leg cramps and I had to help him lol 

I don't intend to make new friends here but I hope the trip would really be okayyyy/get better lol and hope my mind would stop making friends with itself hahaha it's like wherever I go it starts thinking- random, serious, nonsensical things/issues.

I also observe a lot ahahaz. 

After the river cruise we went to the red light district. Amsterdam has Got to be the most open country in the world. Soft drugs are freaking legal!! They have like almost as many coffee shops (which sell drugs not coffee) as cafés. And like in the coffee shops you get a menu too just that it's a list of drugs and they have funny names rofl like we walked past one just now and they have "Magical mushroom, Herbal XTC, etc" (I snapped a pic secretly which we weren't exactly supposed to do cos apparently if their ppl/gang found out they'd smash yr camera right on the spot)

And we walked past showcases likeeee yknow normal shops that you walk past? They all have display glass/panel right? Mhmm so in the red light district, girls were basically showcasing themselves.  In Ams, prostitution is an occupation which is legal and quite respected (they are seen as independent women + have to pay taxes) but there was this period of time where I just looked down and only focused on walking forward cos I couldn't stand all the darkness and everyth like it was this point where we were walking past this consecutive row of coffee shops and yknow those shops w girls and one moment I could smell marijuana (it stinks like shit), next moment I see all the not supposed to see publicly parts and I actually felt myself turning red I mean it's so embarrassing esp when there are other guys around ahhhhz okai enough

Hm so yeah that was about it! Doesn't sound too bad huh our first day!(: (except abit dam polluting) oh and after red light district cos we had a bit of free time, dad bought us this box of fries w mayo and curry ketchup and it was really good! so 4 of us just stood there in e cold sharing it while waiting for time to pass/the group to gather(-: it would have been nicer if we were a 5 instead of 4 thoughhhhhhhhhh sigh 

I'm starting to feel sleeeepy againnnnn

Since last night (or I guess 2 nights before for y'all) I found out sth, have been catching up and talking to this person even when now overseas and it feels nice/comfortable like we can finally be friends again (hopefully) 

And I have kinda classified some rather important issues/probs that I decided I should try to open up to 2 of my closest friends like tell one one part and tell the other another part

Okah gnite to a better day ahead.!!

It's now 2.38am in Singapore

I've been listening to songs avail on the plane instead of movie marathon

Cos Despicable Me 2's here!!!! And I Must Must MUST watch it when I'm wide awake 

Now I'm half sleeping half listening to music hahahaa 

Songs that played just now- 

I Knew You Were Trouble- TS

I love the titles of their songs- Radioactive, It's Time, Demons, On Top of the World, Amsterdam (where we'll be landing!((;) and so on (:

Super excited for Despicable Me 2 which e bro is alr watching

I rmb the times wen no one was avail to watch w me and I just felt so so so Sad.

But now I can finally and am finally catching it!!(-:

-To be uploaded when wifi arrives-

Then city tour!

I love the smell of winter have I said it before! Winter smells good (~:

AND I ABSOLUTELY LOVE CHRISTMAS MARKETS /runs to them like a mad kid/ 

In Eastern Europe, we went to Christmas markets every country we visited and those were the dam huge scale kind like whole parade square size

Now over here, the market is much smaller scale like just a loooooooooooooong row of stalls along the loooooooooooooong path but they're so finely and nicely decorated ahh haha but I only took (/spammed like mad) pics w my cam so cnnt upload for now haha 

I was super fascinated and happy and in my lalaland when we walked past e markets hahaha like couldn't stop laughing for no reason kind of happy

Our tour group ended up being a dam big one with 39 ppl when they told us only 20+ ppl on our tour at first cos they suddenly merged 2 tours or sth anw dam irritating cos I hate big groups and i freaking hate waiting 

The people seem to be quite nice thoughhhhh just that I haven't talked to anyone/don't intend to.

Usually sissy is e one doing all the socializing and making friends and I just tag along w her but she's not aroundddddd andddd I'm just like that la and the parents were irritated w me for being such an antisocial person which made me feel irritated cos it's not like I wanna be antisocial right! Plus te people here are weird :/ (ok not like I'm very normal/apparently to new ppl I have a cold and scary aura. but still.) 

Miss our E.eu gang so badly! )-:

HAHAHAHA in that tour, all of us kids just like cliqued immediately and monkeyed around e whole time and had serious but fun times tgt. there were Hazel, Rachel (&bf LOL), Alwyn (ex hc strings pres who knows mj hahaha), Elmer (the joker), 2 other ex-ny seniors whose names I forgot (actually those 2 weren't that close to us cos they left early) and us!

Then nearly every night, we would meet in someone's room and talk/play truth or dare (mostly dares actually) and we would Drink (courtesy of e 2 guys heheheh) dam crazy and fun and all those details which I shan't go into ahaha

Sigh back to reality I'm alone in our room w my snoring bro who suddenly woke up screaming just now cos he got leg cramps and I had to help him lol 

I don't intend to make new friends here but I hope the trip would really be okayyyy/get better lol and hope my mind would stop making friends with itself hahaha it's like wherever I go it starts thinking- random, serious, nonsensical things/issues.

I also observe a lot ahahaz. 

After the river cruise we went to the red light district. Amsterdam has Got to be the most open country in the world. Soft drugs are freaking legal!! They have like almost as many coffee shops (which sell drugs not coffee) as cafés. And like in the coffee shops you get a menu too just that it's a list of drugs and they have funny names rofl like we walked past one just now and they have "Magical mushroom, Herbal XTC, etc" (I snapped a pic secretly which we weren't exactly supposed to do cos apparently if their ppl/gang found out they'd smash yr camera right on the spot)

And we walked past showcases likeeee yknow normal shops that you walk past? They all have display glass/panel right? Mhmm so in the red light district, girls were basically showcasing themselves.  In Ams, prostitution is an occupation which is legal and quite respected (they are seen as independent women + have to pay taxes) but there was this period of time where I just looked down and only focused on walking forward cos I couldn't stand all the darkness and everyth like it was this point where we were walking past this consecutive row of coffee shops and yknow those shops w girls and one moment I could smell marijuana (it stinks like shit), next moment I see all the not supposed to see publicly parts and I actually felt myself turning red I mean it's so embarrassing esp when there are other guys around ahhhhz okai enough

Hm so yeah that was about it! Doesn't sound too bad huh our first day!(: (except abit dam polluting) oh and after red light district cos we had a bit of free time, dad bought us this box of fries w mayo and curry ketchup and it was really good! so 4 of us just stood there in e cold sharing it while waiting for time to pass/the group to gather(-: it would have been nicer if we were a 5 instead of 4 thoughhhhhhhhhh sigh 

I'm starting to feel sleeeepy againnnnn

Since last night (or I guess 2 nights before for y'all) I found out sth, have been catching up and talking to this person even when now overseas and it feels nice/comfortable like we can finally be friends again (hopefully) 

And I have kinda classified some rather important issues/probs that I decided I should try to open up to 2 of my closest friends like tell one one part and tell the other another part

Okah gnite to a better day ahead.!!