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Friday, December 20, 2013 | 12/20/2013 12:13:00 PM | 0 comments
12.07pm#np Roar-Katy Perry
polishing up the last bits before sending it to yenyenjiejie (:
but the end knots are always the hardest to tie><
anyway, i just wanted to say
while doing all these, i have suddenly found my dream job (:
its pretty hard to achieve, mainly cause it would prolly require me to be in the other side of the world
but its a dream job (-:
dont think its high paying but i can imagine that i would be sosososososo happy and contented being at my workplace everyday if i ever got the job
and i feel pretty happy and 甜甜的 just thinking about this dream job
(its also the background/character of this job i guess!)
i even went to the webpage to scroll through all the options (heh unfocusedkid97) but closed it regretfully because im on the other side of the worldddddd and i'm unable to try out for any internships (there are sooooo manyyyyyyyy that im interested in!!)
i finally see where these internationalrelations cum music interests/path could be taking me to
and it would take me away from everything here and i could have a chance to start anew and everything and i would stop being annoying/feeling invisible to everyone around me here ahahaha (cos i would really be invisible XD)
it would be a fairytale dream come true if i could get this dream job!
but more realistically
as a bicultural student in singapore who fails at sciences and math, my path will prolly be diplomacy or civil service if i work damdam hard/lucky enough lol
lol nvm a dream can be a dream that makes me happyyyyy
God do you think this is in your plan for meee?
i love my brain today and how it suddenly gave me a 'dingding!' on what my future could be and its one of the rare times where i actually look forward to the future and all its possibilities and feel hopeful/excited hahaha lurbeww juicybrainnn!
2.07pm
emailed yenyenjiejie yYAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAYYYYYYYYYAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
i feel like i can bounce up to the sky HAHAHAHAHHAHA
okok one episode of running man then i go do the biblio and the summary and email jils straightaway cos dont think yyjj can give me feedback so fast YAYYYYYYYYYYAYYYYYYYYYYYYAYYYYYYYYYYY /tigger mode on/
4.04pm
super touched the cousin is done editing ahhhhhhhhhhhh (((((': this is greeeeeeaaaaaaattttttttttttt
12.48am
#np Summertime Sadness-Lana Del Ray
nearly died doing 参考文献 ahhh lesson learnt = stop doing things so last min!
or maybe i just seriously undermined this stupid component and thought i could finish it in 2hrs
worth 10% of the whole paper mehhhhh but i emailed to jilaoshi in time hehehehheheheHENG
now all that's left is editing and editing and improving from all the feedback and suggestions that the mentor(s) give
im lucky to have this cousin heh really lucky and i do realize it
i've done my best, hope wont let everyone down ><
i dont expect to be in the 10 selected for competition/awards because i know/believe that everyone else in SAP has much more talent and wisdom than dumbydumpty here heh.
also i dont expect to be selected cos i kinda chose a not-so-good topic from e start which is abit too cheem for me to understand and its a loooooot of fluff but no matter selected or not selected,
i hope my effort is enough and my paper (=blood sweat face tears time money brainjuice) is of a reasonable-enough quality to moe so that i will not let all the survey respondents and people who helped me and taxpayers and moe and EVERYONE down hahaha 林恩欣制造的产品质量要够好，才不会被国际消费者排斥 XD
lol honestly speaking im dam sick of seeing chinese words eeeeshz esp 中国制造，消费者，质量 etc and all the economics and trade rubbish hahahhaha
3days of sleeping at unholy hours/dawns-of-the-next-day is making me go abit(/quite) siao hahahaha (can tell from my crazy posts i think?!)
BUT the worst is over YES i can finally sleep early(/earlier) and IN PEACE tonight
yayyyyyyyyyyyyy GOOOOOOOOOOOOOODNIGHTTTTT
thee onlyy fixerupperfixer that can fix a fixerupper is true,true,truetruetruetrue loooooooooveeeeeeeeeee
