9.14pm
In the blink of an eye
another year has passed
this was a year that i dreaded ttm and i expected it to suck ttm
actually, it turned out not too bad
maybe since last year, i've learnt to appreciate every year and every moment.
okay im not here to talk about this whole year it was just that sudden realization as i typed 1/12 that 2013 is already coming to an end.
im here cos im suddenly feeling the weight of the heavy rock

95 responses so far. i need 60 more and i have no idea who else to ask for help because.
well, because i havent been in touch with many people for a long time and i feel too thin-skinned/embarrassed to go approach them.
idk it feels so wrong and way too awkward, but roo has already done everything she can to help and so have my parents and other connections who have been trying to use their connections.
its time for me to put on more skin and go ask everyone on my contact list for help. this is my paper not theirs. no matter how fake i feel. i can only say sorry for being such a lousy and fake person and please help meeeeeeeeee

feel so blank staring at the empty document rn not knowing how/what to type
maybe its the pressure
maybe im just that shallow and substanceless and stupid
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
sigh
okay i can do this
i Can do this
i Am doing this
i Will do this
i need to man up and stop being so sissy
listening to Happy Working Song rn (okay not exactly very man but im tryingggg)
lets go lwh
dont let everyone down
down let yourself downnnnnn
can you do this
Yes You Can






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an average 14-year old;
Wishes come true on 30 Jan;
Taonannite 2006-2009, BiCEPer 2007-2009, NYgirl 2010-2011;
adeline30197@hotmail.com.

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9.14pm
In the blink of an eye
another year has passed
this was a year that i dreaded ttm and i expected it to suck ttm
actually, it turned out not too bad
maybe since last year, i've learnt to appreciate every year and every moment.
okay im not here to talk about this whole year it was just that sudden realization as i typed 1/12 that 2013 is already coming to an end.
im here cos im suddenly feeling the weight of the heavy rock

95 responses so far. i need 60 more and i have no idea who else to ask for help because.
well, because i havent been in touch with many people for a long time and i feel too thin-skinned/embarrassed to go approach them.
idk it feels so wrong and way too awkward, but roo has already done everything she can to help and so have my parents and other connections who have been trying to use their connections.
its time for me to put on more skin and go ask everyone on my contact list for help. this is my paper not theirs. no matter how fake i feel. i can only say sorry for being such a lousy and fake person and please help meeeeeeeeee

feel so blank staring at the empty document rn not knowing how/what to type
maybe its the pressure
maybe im just that shallow and substanceless and stupid
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
sigh
okay i can do this
i Can do this
i Am doing this
i Will do this
i need to man up and stop being so sissy
listening to Happy Working Song rn (okay not exactly very man but im tryingggg)
lets go lwh
dont let everyone down
down let yourself downnnnnn
can you do this
Yes You Can






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