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Thursday, November 14, 2013 | 11/14/2013 05:38:00 PM | 0 comments

5.29pm

Kkh today was suuuuuper bleh

And I was rushing fr place to place lol but so.worth.it!

Thanks Cindy for catching my first nc16 movie w me hahahahaha (:

I was Totally mindblown+ abit uncomfy after realizing what e whole movie was bout rofl

Maybe cartoons are still better for me Heh

Arcade was quite fun too hehe

I enjoyed myself today despite the extreme awkwardness

Growing up means more and more decisions to make

Right after i was done playing, I was thrown w 3 decisions to make

1. Frisbee yes no

2. Work yes no

3. Band yes no

I hate making decisions

More like

I'm an extremely indecisive person

So if you ever go out w me be prepared to help me decide hehehe

Also my room is still in its messy state after day1 packing cos I can't bring myself to start again

I hate packing cos it means some things have to go

I hate having to throw things away or decide what needs to go

All the notes that I painstakingly made/took and those quizzes/tests and memories and feelings sigh

Ok nvm

I really need some professional advice on whether I'm cut out for frisbee cos after ytd I'm rly so unsure and must get back to MY by 6.30 sigh ohmannnnn

Lol I suddenly feel like a grown up after that nc16 movie

Oh gosh

Ahahahahahahah

8.54pm

Life changing dayyy

From this morning being diagnosed w (2)(environmental) allergies for e first time in my life

To watching my first nc16 movie

And in the evening things suddenly got super crazy!

I decided to go for frisbee cos chellie wants to go and Ming also ask me go

Then sudden Ming intro me to a job

Pays quite well $8/hour, is kind of like serve food at events, no commitment, can choose what assignments you want to do, can do min 0 max 7assignments each week

(Interested can text me I give details)

Mom's response:

"I can just give you that amount of $$"

Me- "But I want try leh"

Mom: "but I scared you break plates leh"

Anw so they finally relented yay hehehehehehehe

I wanna go work and get some experience, it might just be this once only but I wanna try step out of my comfort zone more

I don't expect it to be fun or what, but good/bad experience, I guess there'll def be stuff to learn

So I'll be going for my first assignment tmr at Gardens by the Bay YAY

(After frisbee)

(It's gonna be a dam long and tiring day)

Of course for everything there's a good and bad side

Good side is I get to try new things

Bad side-

I'm missing the 2nd official band prac :/

But rn it's like i wanna try new thingsssss anddddd likeeeeeeeee idk band feels like home and I feel like going on gcp HAHAHA oops

Plus I'm nt close to batchmates (just look @ yepmam sleepover/their priorities ROFL) and most of them not going and Ashley also nt going for band till next year so I dont really have any motivation now

I promise I will go next wed and fri like I will go no matter what and at least try jc band/ give it a chance too

Tmr's work is just some one time thing and if I do decide to work other events I'll try not go on band days yup

And I feel abit crazy working when I need to pack my room+ do thesis paper + do quite a looooooot of things which I can't seem to prioritize properly

Saturday I will sit down and sort my life out lol now I'm being irrational+rash and Carpe Diem

Okay

So things are seriously crazy now and I'm abit scared but at e same time abit excited

It would really feel nice if people actually told me what they thought of what I'm doing besides like my parents rofl haha but no I do not expect anything I know no one will rlly bother hahaha

There are no constants in my life besides God HAHAHAHA and my enemy- Change.

Having abit of migraine today haha prolly tired after 17 pricks and rushing everywhere and e frisbee session ytd

It's okay. I will rest early tnite and prepare for the long day tmr which will be spent rushing everywhere but hopefully fulfilling

Frisbee, lunch w THEBESTSENIOREVER, work

God please help tmr be ok pleasepleaseplease esp frisbee espesp work please

Hope tmr won't get judged by e seniors again or those mocking/disbelief glances and pray I won't drop plates/break anyth/ screw work up

AHHHH OK TRUST GOD.

/realises I've nt rlly been breathing since I started spazzing&going crazy here/

/breathes out/

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