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13/11

Wednesday, November 13, 2013 | 11/13/2013 06:44:00 PM | 0 comments

6.26pm

#np All Day- Cody Simpson

Played/watched/attended frisbee for nearly 3 hours

It was pouring for e first hour but we played through e rain and it was

Suuuuuuper fun!!! (:

Except I really suck so badly sigh!

It was quite tiring lol we had to sprint at least 5 times and there were matches and we played straight for 2hrs without any water break so I was feeling really dehydrated and seeing abit black spots but then we went to drown ourselves in time

I actually enjoyed myself though it really is way out of my comfort zone

And the seniors are all like suuuuper slim lol i felt out of place there

But thanks to ym sudden I had 认识的人 and he was really nice like we were playing warmup games in groups and he pulled me aside to teach me one on one

(Or maybe I was just playing so badly that he 看不下去）

I suddenly don't understand how I managed to play in a team and get frisbee#1 in p5 w my standard HAHAHAHAHAHA later I go home take pic xD pri sch rlly playplay one compared to here

I will work hard and get fit for it if get shortlisted but if I don't, it really doesn't matter, I've tried and band sounds so warm and fuzzy for me right now.

I trust God to decide for me (:

Super thirsty now hahaha I waited past 3 157s cos I didn't want to crowd w others and finally a double decker came (:

(Guess where I'm sitting at)

I decided to reward myself by getting a cup of bbt later yayyyyy so excited my lungs/cells/ dk where are aching for water

Today I took a third big step out of my comfort zone

(1st being abseiling&flying fox during choir retreat, 2nd being opening up ifbsc)

I'm starting to like this feeling (:

Oh and I've bought my hc uniform /gulps/

I miss my ugliest sleeveless hongzis already ahhhh nvm I'm wearing my skirt now yay feels Long enough and so comfyyyy

Srsly need a counselor HAHAHAHA ok jk just let me slowly absorb and get used to this huge idea of jc

Thanks roo, ming, lily, kelda for today (:

And ym for being there to text bout today to hehe (~:

Kkh tmr!

I overheard a senior announcing that earlier today he did the exact same test

too and he got holes all over his forearm ouch ahh

Nvm gonna get my reward in e afternoon~

#np 陪我看日出-蔡淳佳

(TNSBiCEP memories)

P.S. Pole vaulters have Got to be the pro-est/coolest people Everrrrrrr

7.30pm

P5 memories (':

And I decided to be a good girl and bought greentea instead of bbt

Feeling not too bad tonight so

Do.not.incur.my.wrath.

Thanks

9.53pm

I will run tomorrow

Actually start Running/jog the whole neighbourhood and not just half crawl half jog like I have been these few days

I run not just because I Need/Want/Have to shake off fats

I really need stamina

I need more endurance and and perseverance so that I will stop getting thoughts of giving up on everything so easily

Sometimes I really hate myself for having so little willpower

More times I hate myself

For not being able to give up

Come on lwh,

I'm freaking sick of being stuck in the middle. I hate you so much.

真的好想放弃

希望，唯一的结果只能是

失望

吗？

就连对人事物的希望，也在不知不觉中，

成了恐惧。

On a much lighter note

After buying uniforms just now/hearing e helper&family's comments, I have ingeniously thought of a way HAHAHAHAHAHA

In the near future when I foresee I will still be unready to trust anyone and crazy people appear again-

"Yknow my waistline is -- you still want me???"

Hahahahahahah confirm succeed OMG smartkid97!!! /squeals excitedly/ /clapclapclaps like an unretarded seal/ /can't help praising myself/ /puts on shades/