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Friday, August 2, 2013 | 8/02/2013 10:59:00 AM | 0 comments

10.58am:

The cramps secretly hurt so badly that I feel like crying

1.30pm:

I've been happy for the past few days after every paper but today's abit diff

I still thank God that I don't feel anything bout the paper yet and that He lead through the paper

Nearly burst into tears during the paper cos the stomach was alr cramping like shit and there was nervousness and fear and everything and sudden noise from the other side of the block and it was still ok until teachers started screaming those kind of screams that scare me so much I would cry or pee in my pants if I could see them and I got annoyed and scared and frustrated

But the paper's over and there's no use talking about it anymore

I guess I'm feeling okay now compared to some people

I hope they feel better soon cos I won't feel good if they don't

:-/

i missed you but I'm scared to go close

1.54pm:

/deleted/

5.50pm:

I can feel the toll of the past few days on my body already

Knocked out for 2hrs and got up feeling worse

4 more papers, every one important

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