These few days suddenly a few people told me about IF.BS.C (in case you didn't Already know, it's the link that gets you here) and it really warmed my heart + fuzziez wuzziez xP

Okay 2 that I liked a lot:

Actually idrk maybe these people are being sarcastic Are They hahaha

I thought I'm blogging too much already heh >< anyway thanks guys for being supportive and caring and sorry for wasting your precious time w my rubbish

Suddenly realized that some of my close(r) friends irl have never been here before...  

 

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Started off the day w study session w Authentic anddddd I was still awkward but okay

I've officially started on my first bio topic. SHEEZ. /too slow/ nvm will work harder.

It was fun and funny and okay awkward haha

I've come to anticipate seeing these people every week and though we're (i guess) one of the more unconventional cell groups and we're definitely not perfect + we're awkward/weird

But I guess these people/ us together/ our friendships are one thing that is  increasingly hard to see/find outside:

Authentic. 

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National Day Rally:

It was exciting cos this is the first year I watched the whole rally throughout and I was fascinated + unable to concentrate on math /feeble laughs/ 

After hearing the PM's speech I like him (alot) cos he's so humorous and cute hahaha but these aside after listening to him I honestly have no idea why there would be people opposing them

I am so thankful for our gvt like honestly they take such good care of us

Maybe this bigfat frog in this smallnarrow well needs to take a better look at the hugewide worldddd (sudden World again how bout #Jackie&Adeline180813around-the-World-in-80-days) 

Also i did some reflections while the pm talked and realised that there are many aspects relevant to me:

1. Education-

feel guilty for not having been doing Anything for the society in a loooong whilee but now's not the time sigh 

Thank you anw to society/taxpayers and moe and parents for having given me such good education all these years + bsp scholarship

I am sorry for not studying hard enough and doing well enough I will work harder 

I will also learn to be more content with being where I am (now that I Know/guess I know) rather than complain 25/8 that im stupid cos I don't have an msg of 1 because i am already in ny and i should change this shallow attitude of feeling inferior to the World/learn to be grateful instead 

2. Healthcare-

realized how expensive a kid I am already with my dailymonthlyyearlylongterm medical expenses (without all the other things I want/need) heh I really need to learn to be more content and stop asking for more from my parents and thank them for not having given up on this bigfat burden all these years

I should learn to treasure my life more too. Hm. 

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Just as I decided that I would be more content with my life and stop asking for more, the parents called home with like this extra huge mega surprise that made me jump off the dining bench in happiness 

I am a blessed kid and I thank God so much

Vietnam was a no from the school (i realised i didnt mention this here sorry it happened ages ago) (now i see that God says no sometimes cos he has better plans for us) and things have been bad until now cos I have been lacking motivation to work hard

It was just yesterday that I prayed for motivation and today one came

Now I have the push to work hard so no FAs so I can enjoy myself in December 

I don't want to boast/anything so I shall keep this as low as I can but I just wanna thank God for His blessings and plans

And to say that I'm Elated! Or maybe more than elated i can't find the right word ahhhhhhahaha xD 

okay sorry heh. My mom would scold me for being suaku but it's been a whileee and I get so excited over such things.

Of course with everything good comes things I have to give up... ... ...

•Band camp/ last section+yepmam moments......heh. 

It's the last band camp and this means in 4 years of band life I have only attended 1 band camp awman! And the reasons for the other 3 years will all be the same bleh but this' the only window period 

•the sister won't be joining us cos she is in vellybigUni and has vellybigExams I feel a teeeeeenybit sadddd

•time w friends sacrificed 

• I'd be in trouble if I'm down for FAs does it mean like goodbye hc if I cmi

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Idk Why some people (who don't read here) have been asking if I have a boyfriend HAHAHAHA.

Here's a pic of my boyfriend if you really want to know how he looks like: 

Sho cuteeeee right!!! /squeezes like a mad cow/ /squeals like an excited kid/ 

/Refuses to let piglets take up this role cos babypiglets are Girls/

Anw. On a serious note.

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These few days suddenly a few people told me about IF.BS.C (in case you didn't Already know, it's the link that gets you here) and it really warmed my heart + fuzziez wuzziez xP

Okay 2 that I liked a lot:

Actually idrk maybe these people are being sarcastic Are They hahaha

I thought I'm blogging too much already heh >< anyway thanks guys for being supportive and caring and sorry for wasting your precious time w my rubbish

Suddenly realized that some of my close(r) friends irl have never been here before...  

 

/

Started off the day w study session w Authentic anddddd I was still awkward but okay

I've officially started on my first bio topic. SHEEZ. /too slow/ nvm will work harder.

It was fun and funny and okay awkward haha

I've come to anticipate seeing these people every week and though we're (i guess) one of the more unconventional cell groups and we're definitely not perfect + we're awkward/weird

But I guess these people/ us together/ our friendships are one thing that is  increasingly hard to see/find outside:

Authentic. 

/

National Day Rally:

It was exciting cos this is the first year I watched the whole rally throughout and I was fascinated + unable to concentrate on math /feeble laughs/ 

After hearing the PM's speech I like him (alot) cos he's so humorous and cute hahaha but these aside after listening to him I honestly have no idea why there would be people opposing them

I am so thankful for our gvt like honestly they take such good care of us

Maybe this bigfat frog in this smallnarrow well needs to take a better look at the hugewide worldddd (sudden World again how bout #Jackie&Adeline180813around-the-World-in-80-days) 

Also i did some reflections while the pm talked and realised that there are many aspects relevant to me:

1. Education-

feel guilty for not having been doing Anything for the society in a loooong whilee but now's not the time sigh 

Thank you anw to society/taxpayers and moe and parents for having given me such good education all these years + bsp scholarship

I am sorry for not studying hard enough and doing well enough I will work harder 

I will also learn to be more content with being where I am (now that I Know/guess I know) rather than complain 25/8 that im stupid cos I don't have an msg of 1 because i am already in ny and i should change this shallow attitude of feeling inferior to the World/learn to be grateful instead 

2. Healthcare-

realized how expensive a kid I am already with my dailymonthlyyearlylongterm medical expenses (without all the other things I want/need) heh I really need to learn to be more content and stop asking for more from my parents and thank them for not having given up on this bigfat burden all these years

I should learn to treasure my life more too. Hm. 

/

Just as I decided that I would be more content with my life and stop asking for more, the parents called home with like this extra huge mega surprise that made me jump off the dining bench in happiness 

I am a blessed kid and I thank God so much

Vietnam was a no from the school (i realised i didnt mention this here sorry it happened ages ago) (now i see that God says no sometimes cos he has better plans for us) and things have been bad until now cos I have been lacking motivation to work hard

It was just yesterday that I prayed for motivation and today one came

Now I have the push to work hard so no FAs so I can enjoy myself in December 

I don't want to boast/anything so I shall keep this as low as I can but I just wanna thank God for His blessings and plans

And to say that I'm Elated! Or maybe more than elated i can't find the right word ahhhhhhahaha xD 

okay sorry heh. My mom would scold me for being suaku but it's been a whileee and I get so excited over such things.

Of course with everything good comes things I have to give up... ... ...

•Band camp/ last section+yepmam moments......heh. 

It's the last band camp and this means in 4 years of band life I have only attended 1 band camp awman! And the reasons for the other 3 years will all be the same bleh but this' the only window period 

•the sister won't be joining us cos she is in vellybigUni and has vellybigExams I feel a teeeeeenybit sadddd

•time w friends sacrificed 

• I'd be in trouble if I'm down for FAs does it mean like goodbye hc if I cmi

/

Idk Why some people (who don't read here) have been asking if I have a boyfriend HAHAHAHA.

Here's a pic of my boyfriend if you really want to know how he looks like: 

Sho cuteeeee right!!! /squeezes like a mad cow/ /squeals like an excited kid/ 

/Refuses to let piglets take up this role cos babypiglets are Girls/

Anw. On a serious note.

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