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Friday, August 16, 2013 | 8/16/2013 03:11:00 PM | 0 comments

Thank God it's Friday and school's ended

Thank God I survived

Thank God no papers were returned today

Thank God

Exhausted and I honestly feel like crap for saying this but

I'm gonna sleep after I finish my food and I'm not going to study

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I was weighing the two on the bus

Like sleep and study

And I fell asleep. Yep. During the 10mins ride.

Sigh Im just gonna leave studies to God for now and just go sleep cos I feel worse than shit sorryz

And I'm not going to cry urgh

Sudden miss doing a lot of things:

-piano

-cip @ children's care centre (I haven't been there in months and I honestly don't feel good)

-eating chocolates (it's just been one day)

-drinking cold drinks (it's just been one day)

XIANNNNNNN

Let me rant about some nonsensical stuff please don't attempt to understand it cos no the points aren't linked.

Not that I wanna boast but

Although I admit that my judgement of people isn't that good

Sometimes I find it scarily accurate.

Also there are some people in this world who I don't dislike but I don't exactly like.

Also although I'm bad with words but I wrote that piece of paper with my heart although I guess it doesn't really matter- to those reading it and the one written in it.

Also to me some people aren't truly nice. Like me. I think I'm only nice to lol me. That makes me not very nice.

But the point is I think your judgement might be a bit funny if you think someone is fabulous/deserving of something just because this person is popular. Or treats you well (and is selfish/mean when it comes to others).

Actually to admit, I observe a lot. such as interaction between people

sometimes I'd be surprised by some things some supposedly wonderful people do and id be like I see your Trueeee Coloursss shining through.

Well forget it I shouldn't spoil this nice song or start judging people on how they judge others or judge those others myself nuff said.

Closed these few days. The only people with access are god and maybe the b.f. so dont be too sensitive, its not just you.

11.55pm:

The family went out for supper

Asked me along and I didn't go

The rest of them were saying I was a spoilsport except the dad who was like "let her go and sleep la"

/sudden antisocialkid97/

Yes I have been awake for 4 hours and I feel sleepy again

At least I did 3/7 of my homework...?

Not very good.

Sigh I will work hard tomorrow

They say laughter is a good medicine

I laughed nearly non-stop from te moment I woke up till like 9

That was 2 hours

Maybe not physically but I feel much better emotionally (:

I guess I'm really easily amused but hahaha ok just don't mind me and don't mind if you don't understand them

They're meant for me to know and you to never find out

I wanna record these so I can look back and smile and rmb

These are really the best physicians/therapists in my world:

•M.m was so Hilariously punny that I was Shaking with Laughter throughout my dinner and my helper gave me looks cos I was eating dinner alone but laughing like mad:

Disclaimer: don't judge the convo/people or I will slap you. Then again I don't care what you wanna think hahahahaha.

Thankzzzz m.m hahahahha /starts laughing again when I see the pics/ I screenshot most of the whole convo but for privacy sake I only post these 2 ehehehehe

•Uncoolbaker's (for now till I think of sth better) hilarious words:

-"I was Honestly Wondering"

/Starts wondering DisHonestly/

-"Dont lose your steam"

/Stops breathing out air Immediately/

-"Snap!"

/claps!/

-"Dang"

/Bang/

/inserts laughing w tears emoji/ sorry picking on your sincere words became my amusement but thankzzzzz xD jiayou my dear friend

• Rooster's alliteration:

-Math Makes Me Mad