Hehhehheh

Thank God I survived

Though feeling half dead and dying

Today turned out to be a hilarious day

Fun and good in a way 

Thank God

/

7.22pm:

Just made some huge decisions andddddddddd okay here goes:

1. Hiatus for ships until eoys end 

Though I say that but seniors said that having emotional support is really really impt during exam periods so some form of peer/family support will still help and so okay I will just try to. Continue caring for some people while uhm. Yeah okay nvm. 

I'm gonna just leave the ships to...fate/God

If we're meant to be friends/anything else, 3 months later we still will be able to gel back. Hopefully. I hope that everyone close wouldn't change so much lol maybe even myself but no I'm just gonna pray that bonds will be strong enough to withstand this time/distance

2. Hiatus for social media

I'm not copying crazyhulk and going completely off blogger and making everyone sad but I will (try to) blog less 

Actually the limit I set for myself is just no more than 2hours of phone time/day

(Incl blogging, wa, minion rush, simon&martina, everything else)

I will start timing the duration that I use my phone for for each time 

If necessary I will (like during PSLE), surrender my iPhone and maybe get some army phone hahahahaa wts no just exchange it for a phone that provides less convenience

(I surrendered the laptop not phone last time cos it was a bigger distraction)

3. Walk close to God

No matter what bt2 results turn out to be, there's no more time to stop and sob/cry/go downhill and give up before restarting, I can only start to push now, and push hard

In this period (~80days till the end) I will seek my strongest support, love and comfort from Him, because everyone else will be at their respective positions fighting their own wars

I will move at my own pace and not start to compare whether others are faster/slower than me. I must stop this singaporean "Strive" attitude and start to Thrive in the blessings God has showered me with. God will provide and I just have to keep trusting Him.

An example of trusting Him would be to not (start to/continue to) beat myself up for sleeping the whole afternoon away because im sick and need te rest 

I might even include regular nap times in my eoys timetable to improve efficiency

/Sudden feels like I'm planning the webquest school curriculum//feels like Laughing now//Continues Seriously/ 

As for the actual academic timetable I haven't come up with one yetttttt but these are my resolutions so far anddddddddd

I might post my timetable another time 

Or I might just not post it cos it would be too embarrassing if I failed to follow it heh

With that I pray for strongwill and determination to keep to what I have thought through (especially the ships aspect) and that I will walk closer with God 

I secretly have the urge to stop blogging completely (partly to spite the lousy crazyhulk I might add)

buttttt

1. It'd be a bit hard for me because I still need somewhere to do daily reflections/rantttt and if I don't blog I would just waste more time writing out diary entries 

2. I'm not so mean xP and I'm not a CopyCat pft

Hehhehheh

Thank God I survived

Though feeling half dead and dying

Today turned out to be a hilarious day

Fun and good in a way 

Thank God

/

7.22pm:

Just made some huge decisions andddddddddd okay here goes:

1. Hiatus for ships until eoys end 

Though I say that but seniors said that having emotional support is really really impt during exam periods so some form of peer/family support will still help and so okay I will just try to. Continue caring for some people while uhm. Yeah okay nvm. 

I'm gonna just leave the ships to...fate/God

If we're meant to be friends/anything else, 3 months later we still will be able to gel back. Hopefully. I hope that everyone close wouldn't change so much lol maybe even myself but no I'm just gonna pray that bonds will be strong enough to withstand this time/distance

2. Hiatus for social media

I'm not copying crazyhulk and going completely off blogger and making everyone sad but I will (try to) blog less 

Actually the limit I set for myself is just no more than 2hours of phone time/day

(Incl blogging, wa, minion rush, simon&martina, everything else)

I will start timing the duration that I use my phone for for each time 

If necessary I will (like during PSLE), surrender my iPhone and maybe get some army phone hahahahaa wts no just exchange it for a phone that provides less convenience

(I surrendered the laptop not phone last time cos it was a bigger distraction)

3. Walk close to God

No matter what bt2 results turn out to be, there's no more time to stop and sob/cry/go downhill and give up before restarting, I can only start to push now, and push hard

In this period (~80days till the end) I will seek my strongest support, love and comfort from Him, because everyone else will be at their respective positions fighting their own wars

I will move at my own pace and not start to compare whether others are faster/slower than me. I must stop this singaporean "Strive" attitude and start to Thrive in the blessings God has showered me with. God will provide and I just have to keep trusting Him.

An example of trusting Him would be to not (start to/continue to) beat myself up for sleeping the whole afternoon away because im sick and need te rest 

I might even include regular nap times in my eoys timetable to improve efficiency

/Sudden feels like I'm planning the webquest school curriculum//feels like Laughing now//Continues Seriously/ 

As for the actual academic timetable I haven't come up with one yetttttt but these are my resolutions so far anddddddddd

I might post my timetable another time 

Or I might just not post it cos it would be too embarrassing if I failed to follow it heh

With that I pray for strongwill and determination to keep to what I have thought through (especially the ships aspect) and that I will walk closer with God 

I secretly have the urge to stop blogging completely (partly to spite the lousy crazyhulk I might add)

buttttt

1. It'd be a bit hard for me because I still need somewhere to do daily reflections/rantttt and if I don't blog I would just waste more time writing out diary entries 

2. I'm not so mean xP and I'm not a CopyCat pft