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Thursday, June 27, 2013 | 6/27/2013 01:30:00 AM | 0 comments
I didn't knowI didn't know that I was wrong
So wrong
It's just been 2 days
I thought I was walking out of the wilderness
And suddenly I'm thrown back in there
I never knew that I'd always been like that
I never knew that everyone had just been tolerating me
I never knew that I had crossed so many boundaries without knowing it
I never knew the world was really so cold
I always thought that people were just..shy
Or or not good with expression
But today my eyes got opened wider
And I'm not sure how to say sorry
At least not yet
There are so many people that I have to applogize to
And they all start with the closest ones.
But at the moment it's just disbelief.
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Idk how to apologize
But I do know I'm wrong
So I'm sorry
And I really mean it
From the deepest of my heart
That's all I can say for now.
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For someone like me
I think I know myself that I can't tell myself it's okay although I'm desperately trying to
I think what I really want inside is for someone to tell me that it's okay, that everything's okay
But I know no one is
I really need a
I need
Need
So badly
I can't ask for it anymore
I need to change
Yeah that's what I need
Change.
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Give me some time
I can't promise that I'll stop all my overboardness or violation or..irdk how to explain for my past actions
But I'll try
I really will
So just
just give me some time
Everything will be okay
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Hx just said today,
Those who mind don't matter
And those who don't mind matter
Lwh, if even after knowing, you're still gonna mind
Mind that people are the way they are
Then you really don't matter
You won't matter at all to them
You've gotta change
Even if it hurts to the guts
CHANGE.
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