29/6 numb
Sunday, June 30, 2013 | 6/30/2013 12:51:00 AM | 0 comments
The senses have been numb/rendered senseless.Completely.
Can't smell anything
Can't taste anything/much
But guess there is still reason for me to give thanks- that my sight and hearing is not affected so I can still see my food arriving.
Thought ytd that I was closer to recovery
Yet today it feels like I am omw to getting a stupid freaking chest xray
Wanted to stay awake and do one more task but parents insisted that if I don't sleep earlier I can dream on about recovering
Look at my hw list
All I can do is laugh
Numb
IH essay is a must-redo by now
And I feel horrible not because after reexamining my current essay I realized only ~30-40% of the essay can be reused, but because I pulled another friend (not to mention b.f :/) into the same shit as me and this guilt is just unexplainable and
Okay I should stop before I start freaking out
Left with 2 choices:
a) Rest enough tonight/tomorrow so I will be well enough to go to school on Monday but highly possibly not having completed most of the tasks and dying in school
b) Rush finish all work and be done and happy by tomorrow night but too dead and contagious to attend the first day of school
None seem like a good plan. Maybe tomorrow a miracle will occur.
I wanted to blog a mid-term summary/post tomorrow but it seems impossible now which is why I'm blogging today instead and the post will be up like hopefully by the end of this week.
Actually it's just an excuse to blog no one else is blogging cos everyone else is playing/being hardworking and here I am...Blogging.
Whatever blogging makes me feel better sleep better work better.
So is the heart.
