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Thursday, June 20, 2013 | 6/20/2013 03:25:00 AM | 0 comments
There've been many bad memories Caused by mainly
Wrong company
I guess but
This place at the same time
Has kept many many beautiful memories too
It hurts to leave
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每个人都有眼泪
一些勇敢的能够让眼泪流出心里
一些其他的却只让眼泪留在身体里
但每个人都有眼泪
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I don't wanna go home
Because I love this place
Although we're so stereotyped against here
But it feels nice because many others are nice
I wanna go home
Because I wanna get back home
Because I know ultimately I don't belong here
Because I'm tired of trying to keep a facade in front of a sudden too-many-people whom I realize only a few are friends I really want to keep
Then again
I know when I go home
I will miss this place a lot
Lwha never really seemed to fit anywhere
Doesn't seem like she'd ever be able to
She doesn't.
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我很讨厌看见一个人用餐
可能更讨厌一个人迅速的自己用餐
心里会涌出一个莫名奇妙的难过
的痛
虽然不认识那路过的陌生人们
但是还会痛
我不认为人们活在这世上是为了独自一个人
很讨厌看见那种情形
但或许
或许那只是自己心里的一面镜子
每次，在那一瞬间
同一个想法就会出现
＂如果我认识他，就好了＂
很想就这样坐在那人旁边
陪着那人用完一餐
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It's time to go home
When I feel like I'm too exhausted and need a break
It's time to start pushing myself
Like I never have before
I have to
I can't care whether I'd break
I can't care what's gonna happen
I just have to push
I have to face everything undone
I have to face an impeding seminar with juniors I'm not sure i can really get along with
I have to face blocks, cruel results and yet again, the fact that hard work doesn't pay off- at least not for me.
I have to face a painful passing down
I have to prepare myself to face everything I don't want to.
I have to face reality.
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天父，
求你保守我的心
胜过保守我的一切
洁净我的心
肯求生灵住在我里面
使我从新有正直的灵
求你赐我力量
让我如鹰展翅
不跌到
提醒我，
靠着你，凡事都能做。
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To the dearest --,
I can't explain it
But thank you so much for being here
For believing in me
For caring
For making me laugh
Ily
Don't go
