When I reach home it'd be time to start going crazy again hahahaha
Theory exam tomorrow, and half of my homework is still uncompleted.
And I have barely been passing my past few papers
And I only did like 6 papers to prep for e exam.
I'm so awed by myself at how much I suck at managing time.
But anyway.
Ytd was quite a miraculous day for me- mainly my Hba1c at a 5-6year record low of 8.3. The thing's that I didn't even try to control or anyth and actually I was still eating so much chocs and ice cream rofl. Some nurses/eye doctor speculate that stress could have caused it to drop and I was thinking like "wow should I 5eva be stressed then."
But honestly idek how everything works/worked haha.
(Okay my junior just sat beside me on the bus this is awkward cos idk what to say haha. And she's studying her history notes thanks /super stressed kid97/)

And thankyou everyone who has been visiting the past few days although ytd I didn't blog haha (trolled you)
I think my mood has been improving slightly, thanks to quite a few people who have been making me laugh like mad and/or just talking to me.
I know it isn't easy to be near me cos at times like this I tend to push many people away and it's really bad but thanks for trying, and staying with me. And to those who I seem to have pushed away unknowingly, I should say I'm sorry and that you're prolly not the only one.
And some don't really notice my craziness/say much bout it but they make me laugh so hard at my phone that I question my own sanity.
Like roo (although she's having fun/busy with some haunted house carnival this week), lim yijie who made me LOL a few times on weds and ytd, looyee, yeah.
I'm actually feeling so screwed that idk how to spell the word screwed anymore (okay not literally) but when you guys (not just e 3 that I mentioned) are here then I feel like things would get better someday.
Cca was dam tiring today and batch lunch made me realise even more how much I don't and prolly never will fit into my batch cos of some incidents such as being left behind lol.
7.5 hours of cca today when I don't even sleep 7 hours usually.
(Maybe 7 hours now that I dread getting out of bed and starting the day everyday thus dragging time.)
But I really enjoyed mr leng's help because he was so hilarious and I nearly cried laughing at his words/reactions I haven't felt so tickled by such cool people in such a long time.
Reaching home soon so I shall stop now.
Im telling myself these few days that I should still treasure times now when my life is in a complete mess and so low.
Cos when you hit the lowest, that's when things will get better/start to climb up.
Also you get to see the people who truly care to stay and just be there, even when you are at your worst.
I hope I pass theory tomorrowwww.
after my paper can take studio graduation shot w my cuzzie hehehehehe he so lame last time always tease me fat and now ask me take pic w him hmph lol but on a serious note hope i wont look too horrendous and ruin the pictures tmr!

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When I reach home it'd be time to start going crazy again hahahaha
Theory exam tomorrow, and half of my homework is still uncompleted.
And I have barely been passing my past few papers
And I only did like 6 papers to prep for e exam.
I'm so awed by myself at how much I suck at managing time.
But anyway.
Ytd was quite a miraculous day for me- mainly my Hba1c at a 5-6year record low of 8.3. The thing's that I didn't even try to control or anyth and actually I was still eating so much chocs and ice cream rofl. Some nurses/eye doctor speculate that stress could have caused it to drop and I was thinking like "wow should I 5eva be stressed then."
But honestly idek how everything works/worked haha.
(Okay my junior just sat beside me on the bus this is awkward cos idk what to say haha. And she's studying her history notes thanks /super stressed kid97/)

And thankyou everyone who has been visiting the past few days although ytd I didn't blog haha (trolled you)
I think my mood has been improving slightly, thanks to quite a few people who have been making me laugh like mad and/or just talking to me.
I know it isn't easy to be near me cos at times like this I tend to push many people away and it's really bad but thanks for trying, and staying with me. And to those who I seem to have pushed away unknowingly, I should say I'm sorry and that you're prolly not the only one.
And some don't really notice my craziness/say much bout it but they make me laugh so hard at my phone that I question my own sanity.
Like roo (although she's having fun/busy with some haunted house carnival this week), lim yijie who made me LOL a few times on weds and ytd, looyee, yeah.
I'm actually feeling so screwed that idk how to spell the word screwed anymore (okay not literally) but when you guys (not just e 3 that I mentioned) are here then I feel like things would get better someday.
Cca was dam tiring today and batch lunch made me realise even more how much I don't and prolly never will fit into my batch cos of some incidents such as being left behind lol.
7.5 hours of cca today when I don't even sleep 7 hours usually.
(Maybe 7 hours now that I dread getting out of bed and starting the day everyday thus dragging time.)
But I really enjoyed mr leng's help because he was so hilarious and I nearly cried laughing at his words/reactions I haven't felt so tickled by such cool people in such a long time.
Reaching home soon so I shall stop now.
Im telling myself these few days that I should still treasure times now when my life is in a complete mess and so low.
Cos when you hit the lowest, that's when things will get better/start to climb up.
Also you get to see the people who truly care to stay and just be there, even when you are at your worst.
I hope I pass theory tomorrowwww.
after my paper can take studio graduation shot w my cuzzie hehehehehe he so lame last time always tease me fat and now ask me take pic w him hmph lol but on a serious note hope i wont look too horrendous and ruin the pictures tmr!

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