{OH SHEEZ THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE PUBLISHED A FEW DAYS AGO.... like Thursday. Or sth.}

A quick one before I sleep, just wanna share some thoughts about today. ( I have many things to rant about lol but another day!)
There are memories that we miss and wanna relieve, like my pri sch life, where everyth was like now, just simplified X10. I relieved those memories a few hrs ago, and it felt really nice, although I wasted about one hr, I felt more.... Relieved and destressed in a way, maybe because of the laughter and craziness, maybe.. Maybe cus I returned to a time frame where I didn't have to worry much about anything, and just have fun, so I felt better afterwards.

There are also memories that we just want to erase and wish it never happened, but it's not really possible.
Everyday, I face diff ppl of that..group. Everytime I hear that t word, I'm reminded of a certain person, and certain attitude towards that group arises.
Every wish I make to never have to face those ppl, I tell myself I can't cus of one person treat the whole group like this.
Today it kinda dawned on me. I guess I should grow up and stop being...idk to ppl who are related to my past.

Regardless of whether these memories are sweet, or whether they are the ones I wanna erase and never have to look at again, they are part of my past. As much as I miss my past, or never wanna encounter such experience anymore, but right now, I'm learning to appreciate my present.(: That's what I felt just now ehe. That's all. (:

Other than this.. I dun really have the time to sit down and think about anything else, which I guess might not be a bad thing, cus if I actually sit down and start thinking through things...I would break down ba. Ahahaz. Anws, I'm still going for now, so I'll take each day as it is, and trust in Him more with each tougher, bigger step I take.

Gnite!


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{OH SHEEZ THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE PUBLISHED A FEW DAYS AGO.... like Thursday. Or sth.}

A quick one before I sleep, just wanna share some thoughts about today. ( I have many things to rant about lol but another day!)
There are memories that we miss and wanna relieve, like my pri sch life, where everyth was like now, just simplified X10. I relieved those memories a few hrs ago, and it felt really nice, although I wasted about one hr, I felt more.... Relieved and destressed in a way, maybe because of the laughter and craziness, maybe.. Maybe cus I returned to a time frame where I didn't have to worry much about anything, and just have fun, so I felt better afterwards.

There are also memories that we just want to erase and wish it never happened, but it's not really possible.
Everyday, I face diff ppl of that..group. Everytime I hear that t word, I'm reminded of a certain person, and certain attitude towards that group arises.
Every wish I make to never have to face those ppl, I tell myself I can't cus of one person treat the whole group like this.
Today it kinda dawned on me. I guess I should grow up and stop being...idk to ppl who are related to my past.

Regardless of whether these memories are sweet, or whether they are the ones I wanna erase and never have to look at again, they are part of my past. As much as I miss my past, or never wanna encounter such experience anymore, but right now, I'm learning to appreciate my present.(: That's what I felt just now ehe. That's all. (:

Other than this.. I dun really have the time to sit down and think about anything else, which I guess might not be a bad thing, cus if I actually sit down and start thinking through things...I would break down ba. Ahahaz. Anws, I'm still going for now, so I'll take each day as it is, and trust in Him more with each tougher, bigger step I take.

Gnite!


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