Tuesday, October 4, 2011 | 10/04/2011 01:45:00 PM | 0 comments
Heartspoon.I got what you meant by not keeping track of you.
I read your blog.
I dun understand anything at all.
Maybe the part about you being unable to text. Okay I understand. But I really wanna talk to you and communicating like that is worse than receiving a text from you 24hourly.
I dun understand your most recent blogpost..
Joy? Who's that?
Not me.
Why do you talk to me like I matter to you,
Then talk about this other Joy person like she means the world to you or what.
Feel like such a fool now. Really.
Were you just trying to play with my feelings for a while? Testing what kind of reaction id have before moving on to tell someone else oh "I love you so" blablablablabla. Whatever. I'm so foolish. So stupid. Such an idiot. For thinking i could even have someone actually really caring about me. It make sense too. Why would someone be so nice to me for no reason? It must all have been some kind of 3min dream. Me, I'm worthless. Why would anyone care. Sometimes my feelings really overrule my brain smuch I become an idiot and let people watch a joke. A huge joke.
Idk what you're trying to do.
You're really confusing me. Really.
Stop it... Tell me who you are or stop playing with my feelings..
Are you really entertaining me?
Who else are you entertaining then?
How many more people... Idk.
I really can't afford the time to play guessing games anymore.
And Im not enjoying your entertainment.
If I've hurt you in anyway that you have to play such a thing on me I'm sorry.
unless you can tell me who you are, irdk if yre just trying to entertain me..idk who you are.. Idk if you exist.. Idk what I mean to you.. Idk everything.
And if i dunno, I'm not sure if I wanna be a fool and continue talking to whoknows could just be a random stranger entertaining me. All I know is that yre probably a girl.
Sorry. But that's me....
I really wanna know who you are.
