Today was just e second day of school and I'm feeling so drained already.
How to last e next four weeks..?
Bad dreams coming back, like last time. These few days... And now.
1hr more then I'll have to wake up to do bio paper..
Except now they're getting more and more real, scenarios more and more scary...
Yet I'm wearing e mask i always do and acting like everything's fine..
Haven't told anyone about e dreams yet...
Cus... Idk who to tell. Idk who will care.. Idk anyone who will.. Idk if ppl will call me crazy..so I tell my blog... Since I dun think anyone reads this.
I hope no one finds out. Cus my mask is stayin on just fine.
I'm even adding in elements to it so I seem mean than sad.
DK what to do... Everybody's so busy and burdened.. Can't tell anyone anything more to burden them more..and it's quite funny though... I stay with people and help them.. Yet at times like this I'm always alone. No one to talk to..really envy those lucky ones who ve ppl to care for em..I'm not so lucky. E dreams just eating and haunting everyday..but..... Still alone...And scared..真的真的好累。怎么办.
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Today was just e second day of school and I'm feeling so drained already.
How to last e next four weeks..?
Bad dreams coming back, like last time. These few days... And now.
1hr more then I'll have to wake up to do bio paper..
Except now they're getting more and more real, scenarios more and more scary...
Yet I'm wearing e mask i always do and acting like everything's fine..
Haven't told anyone about e dreams yet...
Cus... Idk who to tell. Idk who will care.. Idk anyone who will.. Idk if ppl will call me crazy..so I tell my blog... Since I dun think anyone reads this.
I hope no one finds out. Cus my mask is stayin on just fine.
I'm even adding in elements to it so I seem mean than sad.
DK what to do... Everybody's so busy and burdened.. Can't tell anyone anything more to burden them more..and it's quite funny though... I stay with people and help them.. Yet at times like this I'm always alone. No one to talk to..really envy those lucky ones who ve ppl to care for em..I'm not so lucky. E dreams just eating and haunting everyday..but..... Still alone...And scared..真的真的好累。怎么办.
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