Sunday, June 26, 2011 | 6/26/2011 05:15:00 AM | 0 comments
WOW. i remember in primary school where i didnt get one day past without blogging.
now...
the last time i blogged.. it was May 3rd.
one month 23(?)days ago.
im back here to blog for....sohyunman. I'LL BLOG A DAMN FREAKING LONG ONE FOR YOU SO YOU CAN SLOWLY READ A SENTENCE A DAY UNTIL E NEXT TIME I BLOG.
but anw she's prolly e only one who still reads this dead damned blog cus everyone else prolly thinks its been 荒废-ed!
but i shall just blog for her cus i love her too much. kekekeke xP
OH YES SYM Y MUST TAG IF NOT IM NOT BLOGGING ANYMORE. I RMB IN PRI SCH NOT TAGGING WAS LIKE. NO MANNERS. PFT!!!!!!! )<
anw hmmm. what happened over e past month..
i cant really remember :X
wait i cant even remember when i got hospitalised. this is dam scary. lemme check.
if im not wrong it was 24th april...was it? i didnt blog about it in my previous post? okay funny.
my thoughts are super scattered now cus..its 1.48am in e night.
i slept e whole day so i SHOULD BE feeling okay now but im not!
okay inner peace and gather thoughts!
anyway i was hospitalised one month ago. yup.
then back to school life?
my grades dropped last sem...
overall msg and block test msg all boohooo.
yup.
then holidays!
ohyes let me share about my so shiok holidays kekekeke.
im missing e holidays alr )))); its over ))):
arnyways.
my first week of holidays...
shoot i cant rmb myself ahhh. -faint-!
i rmb i went out for lunch w ganma isit.
yes i did.
friday i think i met up w kathy and kc? had fun ^^
2nd week.
ahh i rmb 2nd week!!!!!
8th nichapat came to sleepover!
and i got drunk and freaking said stupid stuff and quarreled with someone. on THE EIGHTH.
then i was so sad. so nich came over and ended up w sleepover! kekeke (:
i was happier after that (: we made chocolate pudding and watched "a little crazy thing called love"!
thursday i stayed home i think...? oh yeah my grandparents came over and brought me to ntuc w em hehehe
then friday went for band again!
sumzeeng liddat la.
i cant really rmb after all ;X
oh i remembereddddd friday i went outttttt section outing!!!!!!! we watched super 8! gooood (:
then saturday went for kungfu panda 2 w ALWK BLWY and Helen! angel bought me stuff and we shopped ard j8 for a while and spammed food fr e basement then went home. then went nainai house for chicken rice dinner! (: OH YAH THEN WE WENT HOME AND ALWK WENT TO CUT BLWY HAIR AND EVERYTHING FUNNY HAPPENED!!! SYM I WAS TEXTING Y WHILE LAUGHING TO DEATH RIGHT SO Y SHD KNOW? 8))) KEKEKEKEKE.
then sunday i was chairman at youth worship.
i think it was okay. (:
then went ganma's house for lunch.
then ganma sent me and angel to xiaoyi's house.
super tired but had loads and loads of fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ben didnt join us cus he was w aunty dor e whole day.
then monday was class chalet whoopedoooos (:
met zijun, cabbed there, then went cycling w my 3/4s (:
e pictures up on fb but err yeah i look unglam LIKE ALWAYS! -give up-
but we had fun (((: then at night dinner we were trying to eat finish all e food so played some games and everyth. then ALWK came and her first comment was like "you guys are so dead. must be cus no guys around." i literally went " =.= yre e guy obsessed one i ENJOYED one half WILD years of sec sch life w/o guys already." okay without Many guys.
tuesday was band in e morn. was hypo on my way to sch ended up cabbing there cus i didnt wanna be late. I STILL RMB THEODORA CAME TO SAY HI I MEAN LIKE HOW RARE IS IT THT A GRADUATED SENIOR ACTUALLY APPROACHES YOU AND SAY HI!!! so it was dam cool.
and anw i ended up punctual (:
went home super tired cus of monday chalet+band whole day, forgot had piano so went to chiong everyth. gugu was around and waited for us. then she bought me royce bitter chocolate super happy ^^ and brought us out for dinner. afterwards i realised she brought ben and angel out for lunch too when i was in band @ raffles place then bought ALWK a pair of nike and ben a DS catridge. THEN I FELT A BIT JEALOUS, just A LIL! but i got ovr that. me = easily satisfied. ^^ just dun get on my wrong side.
wednesday was camp. reached early and went to jam w yujia and bryan hehehe then ppl started coming. and then glenn joined in as a last minute drummer. then comm meeting totally f-cked my mood i still know why and im still trying to settle my prob cus im not someone who wants to just get pissed and let e prob stay there liddat. RESOLUTION IS ZEE KEYZ. afterwards was wet games and i had fun as usual! ^.^ then during captain sponge me and crystal were trying t throw grass as yujia ahemahem hehhehheh and it was dam funny cus yeah it was funny.
i rmb that day, someone abandoned me again for e whole day until at night. see i dun forget easily. e reason was purely stupid as well but lets just get over it.
WE BBQED AT NIGHT. FRIGGING AWESOMEEEE.ME AND CRYSTAL WERE TRYING TO MAKE YUJIA TAKE A FUNNY PIC W US ALSO AN END UP CUS OF MY AWESOME CONVINCING SKILLS WE SUCCEEDED WAHAHA (Y) THEN WHEN WE BBQ AT NIGHT AND CLDNT FINISH AND HAD TO GET E ADULTS TT CAME FOR VOCAL LESSON TO HELP US FINISH OUR FOOD, 林恩欣又出场了！成功！ hahaha i know sumzeeng called SWEETTALK (: and e adults said i was very sweet ahemahem ahaha. THEN SOMEONE WENT TO LAUGH AT ME AND COMMENT "YEAH RIGHT LIKE SHE'S SWEET Y SHD SEE E DEVIL SIDE OF HER" I HAVE GOOD MEMORY I WONT FORGET THAT HURH WHOEV SAID THAT WILL DIE SOMEDAY. D< but okay i know im not exactly sweet. bleh. nevermindddd -brokenhearted- ));
okay sorry i was typing in caps on msn so somehow my here became caps too >< back to norm! then we had movie marathon which failed cus e AV system screwed and i couldnt do much to help THOUGH I TRIED. at least i tried better than e other guys who tried and failed miserably like seriously >) then we ended up folding cranes and it was quite funny cus LWK was w uncle tauwei and clement. then pam glenn they all one big chunk. then me and phoebe and yujia one corner. hmm hahaha yup it sounds quite awkward now! >< so i realised phoebe last time taught yujia wrong way to fold cranes so i taught yj how to fold properly W E SKINNY NECK NOT THAT FAT LIKE DUCK NECK. -smiles sweetly- then i went to sleep lerz.
thursday went for band OHYEAH I WAS LATE CUS I WENT FROM SERANGOON TO TOA PAYOH TO NYGH. but my awesome michelle lim say late because of church camp is a valid reason!
friday... band again! eh no BAND OUTING OH YA OH YA BAND OUTING!!!!!!!!
WOW OKAY THAT DAY WAS E BEGINNING OF HELL AND HEAVEN.
so i met lim xin yi my awesome QM for bfast hehehehehhee (= we had a nice bonding session (=
then i went to meet LKC who was late and IS ALWAYS LATE.
went to pasir ris mrt and waited whoknows how long before we went pasir ris park. i still rmb i bought lkc skittles. im a nice bb kekekekeke -cheeky smile-
ice breaker games i realised i had thatone. then lynette lent me theone. and joanna my lovely dear went w me to put theone. then we joined back icebreakers! (: suuuper fun i bonded w e coolest people ever (: someone did sumzeeng to me 2nd time... i was quite shocked but happy also heh.. actually more of touched hahaha. cus at tht point i think i was quite insecured and that one thing just got back my security. which turned out nothing again at e end but nvm. anw michelle tay at one point dragged me to be w her alone cus we both wore purple shoes. and ended up i alr had a group so she just joined our group in e end. followed by e most enjoyable picnic i ever had, our BASSoons section lunch <3 love michelle lim max she was dam funny!!! 只差ashreywu! i enjoyed it thoroughly and fang was being the-aunty-with-the-purple-umbra hehehe! afterwards was amazing race. filled with completely unpleasant memories i dun even wanna think about it cus i was so disappointed and upset and hurt and heaven knows what else maybe even disgust so lets just skip that part. but i had fun with joanna at least. (: sohyunman me love joanna okay! (= she is like that crazy girl of yours y told me about last time.. (: at night bbq i was with "ms chong's clique" but it wasnt really pleasant memory cus i was just an invisible maid the whole time. like seriously. sym y dun see me serving others usually one right, i learnt how to be a maid that day yknow. hahaha but its really a joke, cus what dy expect when yre serving THE-ALMIGHTY-CONDUCTOR and THE-ALMIGHTY-SENIORS. but some i really dun mind serving. like serene, meri, yujun, the appreciative ones. and joanna was really THERE for and with me throughout. OH SYM I TELL Y BEFORE? YUJUN THIS SUPER COOL SNR THAT TAKES JAP, SHE LOOK A BIT LIKE YOU AND BOTH OF Y HAVE LIKE SAME FEEL BEHAVIOUR KINDA THING IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN NVM I SHANT GO OUT OF TOPIC! the others totally idk. haiz unpleasant disgusting memories i'll get rid of em someday. eh but imagine la. y're a jnr joining to watch a game, end up y run to get food for em, come back no one say thank you instead ask y deliver another plate of uncooked food to e cooking people, then whole night no one bother to ask you if y want anything at all, or offer y anyth. like a maid la. and then y help to shuffle and give out cards no one say thank you. even if im a junior, i felt like a maid. even bosses say thank you to their subordinates. even players in casino thank those deck shufflers. i didnt freaking get anyth. so yeah i was a maid. oh okay I FINALLY TALKED ABOUT THIS HUGE STONE DROPS DOWN THANK GOODNESS. sorry for complaining sym.. :X YEAH AND I REGRETTED MORE KNOWING I MISSED MY OUTING W SYM AND NATALIE AND JINGEN ETC FOR....THIS. THEN SYM KEPT DIGGING AT ME AFTERWARDS SMMORE. -takes slipper and fly towards yr head- after bbq me and sungjin and joanna were fetched home by mommy. (: i think both of em are my closest batchmates. love them e most in batch 13 (: then smmore both of em made me their angels during e angel and devil game kekekeke touched lor i didnt expect to become angel for so many ppl! really touched! i saw how tan i became ><
i cant rmb what i did on sat...OH YAH DINNER WE COOKED DINNER!
on sun i was pianist again for yujia again. so funny lor.
oh yeah i stained my skirt. hehhhehhheh. it was jeans skirt smmore i was so freaking shocked lor... sym i told y abt it right hehhhehheh =P went for prata afterwards while having comm meeting it was dam fail. then OH I REMEMBER DADDY'S DAY! WE CELEBRATED DADDY'S DAY W SURPRISE HEHEHE AND I GOT MY HAMSTERS KEKEKEKE <3
tuesday went for band...
wednesday/monday cant rmb when, nich came over we baked cookies and did work and i love her <3 but i think i kinda pissed her off at one point cus i was too down.. :/ but afterwards we were kinda okay again..im sorry dear :X thanks for being understanding <3
thursday was FANG'S SWEET 16TH! <3 <3 <3 planned surprise for her and everything it was total fun (:
friday was MIAN JUN's 17th <3 <3 we called her to say happy bday! then i went for french cuisine @ La Petite w mummy (: went home afterwards..(:
then today lerz. today i was sick whole day in bed. bleh. and today emoed a while cus holidays over. and cus i thought i got abandoned.
and i wrote a sestina. and i knew i got stalked. so thats my holidays. im sorry im so lohsoh and this is so long. i havent poured out my heart to anyone in ages. sym y might wanna read 10lines a day instead to finish this in 3 months :X
need to write some stuff to people:
hi soh yunman, thanks for being here for me and meeting me for bf on..monday? oh yes i rmb le monday met ym then meet nichapat.. wednesday nich come my hse! thanks for being here so much these holidays when i need y and making me laugh like mad and our msn convos every night and watching dramas tgt and discussing hehehe i love you max de max de max! <3
hi...guess who.
hmm im nt sure if yll read this but it doesnt really matter whether y read this or not but i still wanna say it..ty for forgiving me. but im sorry i can forgive y but i cant forget so easily... :X y seriously broke my heart into pieces and its not even done now. i even thought y abandoned my today. really, luckily i went to talk to y just now.. if not we totally GG alr..dyknow? actually its so obvious now whats going on but it seems like we dun wanna accept facts.. its so obvious we're gg-ing soon and our ship is sinking. like really sinking. see everything now is so awkward and funny and we're not what we used to be. everything's changed. but im being hopeful cus i still care and i dwanna lose someone ipt to me...and i hope= hope someday we'll be okay.
okie now me dam sleep le...last person. i think i forget it ba. thats another case of unpleasant memories. okay gnna sleep now bye.
