好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累
好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦
okay im being dam stupid.
nevermind.
trying to hang on!
dk what to say haha x)
me has mastered thee art of putting on e "im okay la" mask (:
tiring, but at least will stop bringing so much trouble to everyone, nor make everyone worried, nor attract too much attention.
just hope e mask wun ever fall!
these few days have been worrying, depressing, happy, sad, angry, disappointing, laugh-until-cry crazy, in one word, extreme! and heart wrenching like seriously T.T i am just a lousy person who cant do anything right not even to friends!
and e old-age illnesses catching up are really extreme too, but shant list here although no one will read this, its better to be safe thn sorry 8)
now i die also nevermind le, cus my life doesnt mean a shyt to anyone, no one will care whether i am dead or alive, even at my funeral, i dun think anyone will know i'm dead, much less come for it.
SO, i am trying to learn to treasure my own life, but its getting harder and harder.
one day, when i just give up, idk what will happen O:
hehehehehhehehehe X)
miss yunman but seeing her on friday.
miss hazel, wonder how we're gonna stay close if i quit jap.
miss xinjie, i havent seen my funny bf for 1 yr 3 months
miss keyecheng, see her at band thrice a week but hardly get to talk to her , only thru sms :/
miss fang and ashley, when i put on e mask i end up ignoring them and feel so bad but rather ignore them thn make em worried.
miss so many so many so many more people.
miss until suffocating lerh. :/
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MiL EniledA.
an average 14-year old;
Wishes come true on 30 Jan;
Taonannite 2006-2009, BiCEPer 2007-2009, NYgirl 2010-2011;
adeline30197@hotmail.com.

Wants.
God. True Friends. Family. Love. Care. Health. Happiness. Simplicity. Peace. Everything to be okay.

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好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累好累
好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦好烦
okay im being dam stupid.
nevermind.
trying to hang on!
dk what to say haha x)
me has mastered thee art of putting on e "im okay la" mask (:
tiring, but at least will stop bringing so much trouble to everyone, nor make everyone worried, nor attract too much attention.
just hope e mask wun ever fall!
these few days have been worrying, depressing, happy, sad, angry, disappointing, laugh-until-cry crazy, in one word, extreme! and heart wrenching like seriously T.T i am just a lousy person who cant do anything right not even to friends!
and e old-age illnesses catching up are really extreme too, but shant list here although no one will read this, its better to be safe thn sorry 8)
now i die also nevermind le, cus my life doesnt mean a shyt to anyone, no one will care whether i am dead or alive, even at my funeral, i dun think anyone will know i'm dead, much less come for it.
SO, i am trying to learn to treasure my own life, but its getting harder and harder.
one day, when i just give up, idk what will happen O:
hehehehehhehehehe X)
miss yunman but seeing her on friday.
miss hazel, wonder how we're gonna stay close if i quit jap.
miss xinjie, i havent seen my funny bf for 1 yr 3 months
miss keyecheng, see her at band thrice a week but hardly get to talk to her , only thru sms :/
miss fang and ashley, when i put on e mask i end up ignoring them and feel so bad but rather ignore them thn make em worried.
miss so many so many so many more people.
miss until suffocating lerh. :/
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