Tuesday, January 4, 2011 | 1/04/2011 11:39:00 PM | 0 comments
just when i really need a break,
POOM, school has started! O:
and i sprained my back. WONDERFUL.
im like some old auntie now. :S
bend behind a little and u hear me ahhhhh~
anyway yeah im crazy.
managed to finish my homework on time hah (Y)
but wasnt vry good job la...
and then ytd kum loy gor gor so nicely kept me up till 12+ to save pictures of alvin gor gor's wedding.
but nevermind it was quite fun talking to him too.
so yeah.
and resulted in me sleeping less than 5 hrs ytd.
i took public bus to school on a normal day for first time today!
its really quite weird yeah~
but everything's weird
and have to adapt la!
hm..
what shall i talk about, i realise i havent blog for so long..
okay, shall talk about camp!
OHANA was really awesome and fantastic and fabulous and wonderful and just... GREAT :D
i love One Voice sooooooo much but i just cant find the song anywhere!!! ): even on youtube, its hard to find the original song )))):
i think the theme song as One Voice was really chosen suitably.. yup.
and Lilo was so awesome (:
thank you Tabigail, Wan Lin, Samantha, Joel, Kelvin, Moses, John [john] and Glenn for being so nice team members and always supporting me esp during dialogue in the dark and everything else~
yup, i really love lilo so much <3 ty Lilo for being there for me when i wasn't feeling well and just yr presence [all of u!! ] made me feel better inside although my outside was really...crazy. yup.
and because of Lilo, i love Ohana so much <3
thank you Tabigail for being drama-mama and adding so much humour to our group! and for holding my hand during DITD and night trail and telling me to squeeze yr hand and everything (: and for being so caring and all that yupp~
thank you Wan Lin for being such a lovely angel and THREE-STAR group leader <3 and bringing me to drink milo and yup all the nice stuff (: and caring for me when i was sick :/
thank you Samantha for bearing with me although i was such a lousy angel and only gave u present on the last day hahaha x)
thank you Joel for letting me grab you during DITD and yeah being like a really nice older brother and letting me feel better cus u were like RIGHT THERE when i couldnt see anything (:
thank you Kelvin for being so COOOL and with all the super fun games like THE LIGHT GAME and FUZZY WUZZY and yup you're a really fun person (: and ty for letting me grab yr hoodie during DITD hahahaha x) oh yes and ty for being such a funny Oscar hahahaha (:
thank you Moses the
thank you john john THE BATMAN!! for all your COOLNESS that influence the whole group to be even higher than we are, and like yup the way you talk with that crazy accent is quite funny hehehe (: and although you ended up influencing literally the whole camp's guys to start with that COOOOL thingum which kinda got irritating afterwards, YOU'RE STILL A COOL BATMAN JOHN JOHN!! kekeke :D
thank you Glenn the... .. john imitator! and the funny guy who says and does the really random stuff that make us laugh hahahaha x) yeah and yr accent was dam fake but nevermind and yr cool was not cool..kekeke jkjk all of u guys were dam cool kay! anyway, ty for trying to make me feel better when i was sick by... making me laugh keke (: its like idk hahahahaha u're just a funny and nice guy hahaa (:
and thank you the rest of my "family" during OHANA who told me to "Get well soon" or asked me if i was better or like even help me [esp the comm people, ty all so much<3 ]! you guys are really so much better than actual family and thank you Charlotte for being so sweet and even Presturn who idk at all from english service asked me if i was feeling better when like 1 hr ago i was still bickering with him over stupid stuff [haha okay we're lame x)], which shows that some people really care for you like family, while some people just freaking cannot be bothered, and for me, i will just appreciate and give thanks and love ttm the really nice people who care, and dun freaking bother about those who really cannot freaking be bothered! okay this sounds crazy again. RIGHT. iknowwww. my back hurts )): like some old auntie ): and im dying to go to bed. i'm like the only one still awake in the living room enjoying the breeze and being too lazy to go and check whether the door is locked in case tonight i get burgled or sth. anyway lets not digress. i will finish this blog post then go to bed!
so the conclusion is, i love you ohana!! TTM ((: or more like,
i love Bethel Ohana ttm!
Ohana means family and family means.... NO ONE GETS LEFT BEHIND! :D
wheehee.
lets move on!
so after camp, i went home and went on being sick for 2 days!
oh wait i forgot, on 31st dec i went out with harel to cycle (:
although it was raining, it was really dam fun and i enjoyed nature (:
its really "let loose your hair" kinda trip..
yup..
and then at night i went to gan ma's house for countdown..
left Yxun awake. and i drank a whole glass of wine, super nice :D
okay i think i sound like some drunk ghost person, nevermind!
and i went to the car and literally knocked out,
on 1st jan, i woke up sick again. i should give myself a handshake and a pat on the back!
then i chionged work fr 2-3 jan, which is mainly uh.. LA.
oh yeah on 1st jan i chionged algebra. so cool to be doing algebra on the first day of the year! -.=
now i'm finally back in school,
it doesnt exactly feel that bad, probably cus today is just like slack ttm day!
i miss yang lao shi being co form ))):
but mrs ee is nice too (:
and mummy said my new LA and CLC tchr would be nice, im holding her up for that!
she say the CLC tchr is superb, and i'm holding her up for that too!
i think im kinda glad cus i still have mrs ang [she's actually quite nice], mr Mac [yes more awesomely funny History lessons :DDD] and ms chen!! :D the totally cool tchr who helped me get A1 for Chem <3
it really feels weird to be a Sec2 ..
im kinda unprepared.. for like streaming and everything else booming in..
and i will move to boarding school for like 1 month and miss home like crazy ..
anw 4 of us are thinking of going pioneer batch for a few reasons which will skip..
and then i zoom to now!
know what i'm supposed to be doing now?
no. finishing my 2nd artefact for my 5-piece artefact portfolio for creative arts chinese.
and then i finished the first one pretty okay-ly with xinjie's help!
she's so awesome ttm and i <3 her ttm cus she really help me so much, thank you dear!! <3 <3 <3
then she had to go and i was left stranded with my own topic called ELEPHANTS, if i dun stick to one topic i will end up having one-line poems for like 10 topics. yup.
so i chose ELEPHANTS ULTIMATELY and i'm stuck but yeah im stuck at a topic at least.
i have a few lines but doesnt really make sense and i'm still stuck.
and i decided to give up and after blogging go to sleep so tmr i will come home w enough energy to write a 2-chapter novel + finish this poem.. at most i plead w my darling to help me again hahaha x)
and i must get back my EOY compo from yang laoshi so i will look for her tomorrow yay :DD
cus i need to use it as one of my artefacts.. i really like what i wrote for eoy compo [of course la i got 60+ but actually the truth is i cannot even rmb what topic it was about -faint-] who cares i'm just gonna borrow it back and type it out then return it to her if she wants it..
but it was MINE to start with, MYYY idea,idk why i have to be so scared of asking it back from her.
i must seriously be out of my mind.
oh freak, i just realised i haven't gone to take new stationery yet!! i said ytd i would do it today, and now i'm really lazy.
urgh, i'll just like find them all out tmr or sth, and shun bian put back all the cards and everything fr my old old wallet.
this is so crazy.
i have until Friday to finish 4 more artifacts only!!
pray dam hard thursday wun have band so i can do all these, if not i really will die.
or tmr i come home and cannot slack at all. :S
i just keep rushing to meet deadlines, probably that's why i always find myself close-to suffocating at the end.. right?
:/
okay.
im not gonna emo.
bye!
freak you yogurt, i've enough of you giving me your freaking cold shoulder 24/7, so now i'm really gonna return it to you, 100%.
i dun care anymore, u've ruined me enough, from someone who dun care at all about everything to someone who keep finding myself wondering why i cannot compare to the people u are close to, that's really too crazy for a teenage obsession, i'm letting u ruin me, so i'm gonna stop. i dun care anymore who u're gonna flirt with or have hanky panky with, u can freaking go ahead for all i care.
i'm gonna give you up, i really am. i really should have seen through you earlier.
you're such a big flirt, and i never noticed before?
love must really be blind.
you shall be named SHINY, because its what your character tells me, SHINY, SHOWY, idk. i cannot stand the way you keep writing on fb about how hard it is to cope w yr breakup, and seeing yr ex a lot, then like right in front of your ex, u can start flirting with other people, or idk what u call that. maybe u really ARE gonna go into a relationship w s. and how long ago did u break up? less than 1 month. less than 1 month, u are SUPPOSEDLY still HEALING from yr breakup, and u can start a new relationship with a new person who u know for less thn .. a period of time i shant write.. and.. i really just dun understand how u can be so fake.
true, u are quite a nice person but little things sometimes really get people to not like u a lot.. even ahem agrees with me that u are really a bit.. dislikable.
hi s, i'm just really freaking pissed with you, and for what reasons, i shan't list here bcause my mood has been ruined enough. but i am daoing you now. yes i am. i dun care if its immature or what, im so pissed w u i just WUN NOT dao you. i dun care.
WHAT THE FREAKING is JUST so good about some people?
like they are just so well liked and popular and everything.
idk. sometimes i just really envy them.
how close they are among themselves, and how they can charm or attract others without even trying,
so pro.
but envy isn't really the right word.
neither is jealous.
i just feel like they are pro actually, without any feelings.
so pro i want to applaud for them. how they can do all this.
is it the way they dress themselves like complete no-off sluts so that people like to see them?
or is it the way they fast themselves so they're so completely skinny and yeah bambooish?
or is the way they just throw themselves at some people so that people like them?
or is it the way they so no face-ly demand stuff or like welll idk how, or like 撒娇?
know what, im just gonna stop hurling all these insults out cus its not good for myself.. AND
i shall just stop being so freaking kaypo and go to sleep and stop getting my mood ruined over people who dun even deserve it.
bye.
