Monday, December 6, 2010 | 12/06/2010 11:37:00 PM | 0 comments
zomg i'm so high and crazy.
okay.
i think since i've decided to smile more, MORE negative thoughts have gone away~~ (:
although some still stay.
like.
1. I SERIOUSLY CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT.
2. I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO BE AS GOOD AS HERRR.
anyway i'm so happy today,.
me and pam crazy until now hahahahahaha.
and my dear cheerbear, i have a new nickname .
is yoghurt yamaha yoga.
because pam say that yoga is too obv in u-know-where.
if u say yoga and yoga then is vry obv! [yes cus i cant say yoga and _____ so if u understand u will understand if u dun then cheer bear can sms and ask :P ]
SO,
i was really dam crazy today.
st. marg's exchange seriously is CMI.
seriously.
but i dw to go tmr and mummy say cannot ):
BUT. i got a deal :D
HAHAHA i have a ride home (Y)
okay. BFD right. nehmind hmph.
i think the exchange is.. ... yeah la. CMI.
ashley say she dw to go tmr ):
then i have to march alone cause fangyi is on MC :'(
i dun wan ):
drills are stoopid.
and i have a feeling they'll be worse at there ):
ughhh. nevermind
i shant talk about unpleasantries.
so i did my hypocount readings after i came home just now.
and im actually quite shocked and disappointed with my own readings ):
so lousy ):
i think my life just got 10 years shorter cus of these 3 months.
nehmind shan't curse myself heh x)
and after that i had dinner and i chose my songs!
so i started talking to pam, and i decided on my songs. and we needed a song.
and none of us didnt have it.
SO. i searched online.
but only have number score. so i smsed yujia gor.
and then yujia gor asked me to ask kim lao shi.
and pam said we should try zhi xuan.
so we asked him. and then he say he have. but i think we disturbed/annoyed him :X
anw he said he would email me but until now havent received yet..maybe busy ba..tmr if dun have i will ask from kim lao shi.
dam nervous bout Sunday but give thanks i have a support singer from CHOIR, pam! :D
and a really friendly and nice friend as a pianist , PHOEBE :D
and a nice cheerful vice-principal person, ernie :D
its not so bad when u lead and u have a partner to lead with u. cus u have support.
but leading on own.. idk. i'm scared. but i shan't be! i have faith in God :D
anyway so yeah.
and then mummy made me practice piano.
and NOW, i have a love-hate relationship with the [not] alive Beethoven.
his songs are like. if u dun practice for 2 days or so u die.
and i was playing the allegretto part at the second movement or something.
and mummy said my allegretto sounded like allargando or something.
i thought it sounded like some funeral march heh x)
so in the end i think i will have to brush up tomo.
cus i only anyhow play a while. today is tired + too crazy so no mood.
tomo have band exchange until 5+. KILL ME. today until 3+ without drills alr made my whole body ache and arm no strength from carrying my bassoon.
tmr confirm sayonara one. ugh.
but i will get past it (: the only thing i like about st. marg's compound is that they have really nice and encouraging verses all over the school (: I LIKE (Y).
like for O levels, they have this " Just do your best, let God do the rest" poster thing!
so encouraging right! (: also served as reminder for me. (:
and when i come home tomorrow i will start MATH [ugh but i'll get past it~~] and piano yup.
and i have to start packing but maybe on Wednesday after seeing doctor.
and someone needs to remind me to reschedule piano cause i'm going to the doctors!
Wed most prob followin mum to work.
i'm gonna stay happy from now on :D and strong :D and brave xP
and blog about happy things everyday.
and smile.. i cannot forget one smiley quote from yesterday:
"before you frown, make sure there's nothing left to smile about" [or something like that. my memory's not very good..]
so yup. i will smile on (:
i had so much fun with pam just now hahahaha.
and she actually guessed just on first try leh! okay. maybe childhood friends really do have some sort of telepathy or deeeeeep understanding..
so yeah we started making really cool sentences hahahahaha x) but obv only both of us will noe meaning. (:
its 11.30pm.
i'm still having aches from exchange today.
tomo got drill + long long day.
if i'm gonna stay strong and happy, i have to be HEALTHY!
so i shall go and sleep and replenish energy so i have energy to complete the tasks i need to complete tomo. and after tomo. like packing. which i'm quite unwilling but starting to accept.
i anticipate moving for 2 reasons:
1. meet cheer bear more often :D
2. meet gan ma more often! :D
i love em both <3
okay. i shall really go rest. byebye.
byebye yoga. this will be the last few times i'm calling you yoga.
and saying goodbye to you.
yup.
u're still online.
and u've been so since 9+!
2 hrs hehehehehe (:
although never talk >.> i'm kinda fail horh.
kay nehmind.
i shall go and sleep.
sleep is good. (:
i love my friends :D a lot :D especially those who really care <3
