yesterday was FATEFUL :/ .  my bassoon reed actually made me lip tear and then i have such a disgusting ulcer that looks like its decomposing. :/  and the miraculously thing was that i managed to play throughout.
when my lip tore like somewhere at the front part! D:<
nevermind.
then at night, when i was jabbing, i think either i hit some nerve, some vein or some kind of place or i pulled out too fast, then there was this bulge. like LITERALLY a bulge. damn painful. then today the bulge become smaller, but still can see this bulge there. D:<
sigh.
quite tired of all these medical stuff.
like. it never gets better
what is 5% in like a WHOLE NUMBER.
and believe me or not, im having so many lumps everywhere.
knee, arm, blablabla.
okay fine enough crapping and complaining.
COMPLAIN also cannot change my fate. right
sigh.
okay okay.
must remain OPTIMISTIC.
ablah.
not in good mood today.
esp since my lip looks like its decomposing and its seriously painful.
even when i drink soup.
and can anyone believe it? this friday i'll be playing national anthem and sch song IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE SCHOOL >.<
1. must reach sch at 6.45! >.<
2. i feel so insecure cause like we didnt have auditions and i'm really so scared i CMI and play wrong.
3. later my ulcer havent recover and i underperform, again.


blablablabla.
nevermind!
bobo brother want to use my laptop leow.
KNOW HOW MY POOR OLD LAPTOP DIED IN HIS HANDS?
HE SAT ON IT WITH HIS BUTT AND SQUASHED IT LITERALLY SO THE WHOLE SYSTEM CRASHED AND THE SCREEN CRACKED LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS >.<
SO YEAH OKAY BYEBYE.
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yesterday was FATEFUL :/ .  my bassoon reed actually made me lip tear and then i have such a disgusting ulcer that looks like its decomposing. :/  and the miraculously thing was that i managed to play throughout.
when my lip tore like somewhere at the front part! D:<
nevermind.
then at night, when i was jabbing, i think either i hit some nerve, some vein or some kind of place or i pulled out too fast, then there was this bulge. like LITERALLY a bulge. damn painful. then today the bulge become smaller, but still can see this bulge there. D:<
sigh.
quite tired of all these medical stuff.
like. it never gets better
what is 5% in like a WHOLE NUMBER.
and believe me or not, im having so many lumps everywhere.
knee, arm, blablabla.
okay fine enough crapping and complaining.
COMPLAIN also cannot change my fate. right
sigh.
okay okay.
must remain OPTIMISTIC.
ablah.
not in good mood today.
esp since my lip looks like its decomposing and its seriously painful.
even when i drink soup.
and can anyone believe it? this friday i'll be playing national anthem and sch song IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE SCHOOL >.<
1. must reach sch at 6.45! >.<
2. i feel so insecure cause like we didnt have auditions and i'm really so scared i CMI and play wrong.
3. later my ulcer havent recover and i underperform, again.


blablablabla.
nevermind!
bobo brother want to use my laptop leow.
KNOW HOW MY POOR OLD LAPTOP DIED IN HIS HANDS?
HE SAT ON IT WITH HIS BUTT AND SQUASHED IT LITERALLY SO THE WHOLE SYSTEM CRASHED AND THE SCREEN CRACKED LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS >.<
SO YEAH OKAY BYEBYE.
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