Sunday, July 25, 2010 | 7/25/2010 01:27:00 AM | 0 comments
yesterday was a bad day for me.
cause i slept only 2 and half hours last last night.
so ytd exceptionally grouchy and moody, + all the extra crap made things worse.
slept at 2, woke up at 4.30.
then ytd's ytd write a few hundred words, ytd wake up and continue.
in the end almost late to meet senior to send me to school,
and didn't manage to have breakfast.
and the person fetching me to their house was shooting fire.
i personally think it was worth me skipping breakfast, sleeping 2 and a half hours only and getting shot fire at for those few hundreds words.
went to school, mrs ang also shoot fire, say our class not bonded and very chaotic.
heard from rachael that pamela had only 25cents or something left, and we were all so worried and they asked me to tell mrs ang what happened when mrs ang asked and then when mrs ang found out that it was not left 25 cents only then when she told the whole class she kept staring at me, then i felt so horrible lor, not even me say left 25 cents one....
then afterwards she also voided beauty parlour cause majority of class was against it.
and then beauty parlour comm was so disappointed.
but although they dun believe, cannot accept or what ,the reality is that the beauty parlor is not feasible. ytd during dinner, i just asked our batch people out of 5 who want to let others tie their hair for them, help them paint nail polish, put makeup, ZERO people said okay.
i rather let them be disappointed NOW, then get all their hopes up and go very far to buy things all that already, on the day itself then feel so disappointed cause no one go.
beauty comm people all of them are my gd friends in class.
they just cant understand ,can they?
they are hurting; i hurt for them too, but i have to be LOGICAL and REASONABLE.
now one of them [u all know lah] angry with me.
i also nothing to say.
if she cannot appreciate what i'm trying to do, then i also cannot help it.
after school, went to corro with katherine and had nice lunch(=
came back to school, waited 5 minutes for the BIG MR QUEK to walk ovr to hazel's house.
[noe why he so BIG, cause he make a girl wait for him =.= ]
then after see see walk walk talk talk then went to shower .. hazel's rules sent me laughing fits (Y)
after that used their coms,
then went around the whole estate,
then went out to the balcony and 3 of us chat chat chat chat chat (=
very nice feelin (=
then afterwards went to see balloons and move chairs,
followed by caterer and bbq guy
then started to wait for people to come.
first was faith,
then hazel and batchmates.
then 2 mr ngs.
then yen yee, followed by xinyi and last was chloe.
had dinner,
then games.
for pass parcel i had to eat 3 lemons for forfeit, and then yonghong quite nicely helped me eat one [ALTHOUGH HE COMPLAIN A LOT AFTERWARDS] and then i dunno what happened to the 3rd lemon.
was it yongjie? idk, maybe no one ate.
first time eating lemon , smmore such a big piece, sour until i started tearing.
and the not-les-but-very-cute-and-nice aigner was like "adeline! why you cry? nevermind nevermind!! dun cry! "
mabel was so nice, she told me eat half can already, then smmore gave me tissue to put the remainder, somemore help me throw, somemore gave me more tissue paper, and water.
the poor thing [but dumb] yonghong go and so stupidly put the whole piece of lemon into his mouth =.= want to spit also cannot spit already.
very grateful and happy that mabel was so nice.. cjj also gave me tissue and help me and tell me dun finish if cannot finish..
afterwards cut cake, and take pictures ..
i think i looked damn unglam.
nevermind..
after cake had this pretzel and cheezel game.
my pretzel kept breaking.
and then i kept starting to laugh when my head got close to others. like the intimate-ness was kinda freaking me out.
soon none of them wanted to pass to me ahaha XD
but nevermind, cause i think if pass to me i'll make them lose.
haha.
in the end i think we had most so we had prizes.
i got 2 same prizes haha, one for pass the parcel and this one is same.
they are very very very beautiful.
after that went back hazel's house, watched a bit of Channel U hk drama in her rm, then went to living rm to watch,
then halfway family came to pick me so i left leow.
came home was like hypo until cannot be tested. but never told anyone. just ownself grabbed a few biscuits and downed them.
and i told helen i was hungry, then next day she went to tell mummy =.=
think cause i didnt eat enuf during dinner, but that time really no appetite, cause the crowd was getting bigger and all that, and made me feel more and more out.
hai!
yesterday when i reached home, my feelings were like. "HOME SWEEET HOME"
i think im just that kind of person that like to be very close to my closed ones.
i dun like limelight, but i dun like to be left out.
i hate loneliness. i think everyone does.
just that some people dun experience it frequently cause they're so loved and popular that they're never ALONE.
the two things i hate in my life are loneliness and goodbyes. i really hate them so much i could just die one day cause of my hatred for those both.
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today was a TRAGEDY in the morning.
firstly, i reported at 8am instead of 9.15am [ supposed time to report for sec1s]
and the main band was supposed to report at 8.30am. SEE IM SUCH A CLOWN.
and no one told me [i didnt hear AT ALL although fangyi claimed it was announced.. at least no one REMINDED me ] that i had to wear band tee.
so i wore hongzi, and made myself a even bigger clown.
so yeah i talked to fangyi and ashley lohs.
and 9.15 met up w junior band and went down.
i dun like my batch. like DUN LIKE DUN LIKE the DUN LIKE.
i find them SO immature.
and i cant really stand their yuckiness anyways.
but there are exceptions though, like ashley, joanna, kanghui, emily, chin shian, jennis. they're still nice people.
quite.
not that i dislike the rest of em. just feel that cant really get along.
i dun dislike many people.. just that ...idk.. some i find are harder to get along with.
anyways.
my mood today went from freak out [attire and timing] to cooool [exchange] to fun [with our 2 shenzhen bassoon friends] to crazy [the 3 of us like went bonkers like tht, vry enthu] to neutral [when sending th shenzhen people off and then coming home and having lunch] to happy [played piano for 2 hrs and felt like i havent played piano for 1000years although i only never play for 2 days] to sleepy [slept until 6pm D:] till freak out and pissed [cause i slept so long] then happy [we had bubble tea with dinner (Y)] to neutral [did church powerpoint] to sad [facebook: PD {u dun have to know what it is, its a vehvehveh sad event )= } ] to neutral [did powerpoint finish and wanted to do BIO] thn pissed [ cause i didnt understand any of those crap at all] then sorry [ cus i ended up freaking out on nicholas xD] to here!
so thats the journey of my whole day.
but i was really really really pissed with myself.
cause blocks start next monday.
today is saturday night.
i havent done finish like what, dk how many tasks?
1. Chinese SIA
2. Bio Assignment 2.1 and 2.2
3. Math Remedial Time Trial Paper
4. Math TQ WS
5. Japanese MOELC Online
6. stupid 读报作业
7. 作文
stupid zuo wen, i wrote too much on the PEOPLE instead of SCENE, but i passed, but yang liu said she want me to rewrite the parts where i wrote too much people cause she think i can write very well APPARENTLY =.=
then for that chinese writing course i'm taking now, we also have to present a 成品 to get our certificate. how dumb.
and either will be published in their book or selected to publish in newspaper =.= |||
but still its SO DUMB.
we need to produce something to get a CERTIFICATE =.=
i knew there couldn't be such a nice thing on earth such as just going for th stupid course and not doing any homework.
alibaba,
anyway imm veh veh veh veh veh veh pissed with myself.
u all can go ask nicholas [if u all even noe him] how pissed i was just now.
and yesterday.
yesterday i was very sad.
and he and yunman cheer me up (=
today he talk to me until 1am xD haha.
like until now. okay. we have been sms-ing and all that also, and now not so much facebook cause of some reasons.. that is for him and me to know and for u all to find out.
he's a nice nice senior (= hehe.. (= and he can understand a lot of things, esp since he's a christian :D
alibaba.
my mood isnt good, isnt good, isnt good.
i feel like dying now.
and not studying for blocks.
my productivity rate from ytd to today was ZERO.
ZEE_EEE-ARRR-OHHH. ZERO.
yesterday party until 10+, today slack until 6+ , congratulations to me womanx.
GAHHHHH, damn pissed.
i feel like suffocating or something ,
POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH.
i shant vent my anger anymore.
cause im lazy to write and explain what happened.
those who know me will understand where my pain is.
hopefully bahs!
tomorrow got church, im supposed to help ernie with tambourine, at first he ask me be back-up singer, i told him NO THANK YOU I DUN NEED SO MUCH ATTENTION.
and i'm supposed to take over yujia to lead with pam on 22nd august, my BTs will be over by then, so i said okay (=
they're having their o level prelims then! D:
JIAYOU ANGELINE LIM WOON KEE, uh.. YU JIA, CLEMENT, and all the other sec4s i know..
no need to say JIAYOu to my sec 4 seniors, haha XD
i think im closest to those 3 among the sec4s.
cause of cell group and stuff. yeah.
wheeeeeeeee.
my mood suddenly turned high.
know what song i was listening to?
EENIE MEENIE
now?
I GOTTA A FEELING.
so high right! :D
byeee! :D
