Sunday, July 4, 2010 | 7/04/2010 11:29:00 PM | 0 comments
anyways these few days were like quite okay.
meaning, sth like half of the day is nice, the other half is so fail that its i-wanna-die type.
yup.
but i shan't really write about all the sad sad sad sad sad stuff..
so..
have a chem block test to study for..
will spend the whole of tomorrow studying for chem.
bet 100% everyone else has already either STARTED or FINISHED their revision for science tests by now..
its like. the paper is on TUESDAY.
im revising TOMORROW.
i bet nothing will go into my small fat brain and i will flunk the entire paper.
yup.
totally no hope at all;
i dun even expect to get 30% for bio paper .
but that's future stuff.
so yeah.
recently not really going online..
have a lot of chinese books to read [but content is like.. romance? okay. SOME are romance. not ALL]
cause yang lao shi say i should read more chinese books to IMPROVE MY WRITING SKILLS.
yup the romance books are (Y).
but im NOT addicted to them.
just that sometimes read quite a few chapters a day, then have to practice piano for a few hours, do homework, go in and out, watch football, have meals, already no time to go online.
i MIGHT go online more often now that my dad has FINALLY allowed me to use his blackberry to browse internet. [im so far the ONLY ONE ALLOWED (Y)]
so yeahhh...
song-leading this sunday.
GUESS WHAT pEOPLE.
i told phoebe i would send her the songs like last week, and until now i havent send.
cause of my dumb scanner problem.
and GUESS WHAT BIGGER PEOPLE.
i'll be like leading 2 worships this 3 months.
AND. both are with GUYS.
its not that i have a THING AGAINST GUYS.
its just that its SO AWKWARD O.O
even if i was from a MIXED pri sch and MUCH BETTER than those in girl pri/sec sch.
but yeahh.. still very awkward..
actually i think leading with clement isn't very bad or what.
cause after all we're like quite close after growing up tgt and all that.
but bryan is like... he's older than me by one year, but i dun really talk/spend as much time with him as i do with his brother ..
okay nevermind.
enough complaining about my schedule.
WE'RE ALL SIBLINGS IN CHRIST!! ~
so i will get over my DUMB awkwardness.
and lead HAPPILY ^^
yuppp. thats right. (Y)
OH RIGHT, talking about practicing piano remind me of another thing.
I FINALLY FOUND MY MOTIVATION AGAIN.
so yesh, i've started my 2-hour-per-day-practicing routine AGAIN (Y).
and soon i'll go back to my normal 3 hour one.
IF i can find time and manage hw well enough.
if not then 2 hour is quite sufficient for me already.
enough time to practice scales and songs and ensure my fingers dun go rusty and all that crap.
so now i have like a small small expectation of myself, which is to HOPEFULLY pass my grade 8 practical. which is coming. like. im not sure. SOON.
-faint-
okay cannot faint, nevermind.
i'm so random now.
okay.
SOOOO.
from now till 11.30, my plan is to send out/ email /clarify stuff with clement and phoebe,
THEN daily devotion . AND THEN read my awesome chinese books! (=
i feel that since Yang lao shi already put in so much effort to send me and charmaine to that chinese writing course for SEC THREEs [ oh manx, i'll die >.<] , i should really treasure and put in some effort MYSELF.. yup..
okay. there's more but since i haven't told anyone but my family about that course yet..
nevermind.. i dun want to say or tell anyone in class.. later everyone start commenting AGAIN and i feel super horrid. .__.
right.
okay.
byebye.
trivial one:
sorry.. i dun like yr attitude and disgustingness, so yeah, sorry, no...
trivial two:
THANK YOU HAZEL FOR YR UHM.. MESSAGE. [ ;D] REALLY VERY HAPPY TO RECEIVE IT ^^
trivial three:
do you still have a heart? a conscience? a mind?
