when on earth will i stop flunking every single thing?
when?
this cruel reality has to dash every single hope i have.
i was still hoping , hoping, maybe my results could prove to me that i am not a failure in every single thing.
reality has to crash down on me like that.
i really AM a failure in every single thing i do.
i want to scream, want to cry.
i want to lean on a shoulder and cry my night away
why?
why must i deserve all this?
why must this stupid world give me all these shit?
im only a 13-yr old girl, trying to find a true friend in her life,
trying to find someone who will realise and thank her for treating th person like a real friend.
trying to find someone who wun mind listening to whatever shit she has at any time.
trying to find a place in the world.

why cant fairytales be real? 
why? 
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MiL EniledA.
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God. True Friends. Family. Love. Care. Health. Happiness. Simplicity. Peace. Everything to be okay.

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when on earth will i stop flunking every single thing?
when?
this cruel reality has to dash every single hope i have.
i was still hoping , hoping, maybe my results could prove to me that i am not a failure in every single thing.
reality has to crash down on me like that.
i really AM a failure in every single thing i do.
i want to scream, want to cry.
i want to lean on a shoulder and cry my night away
why?
why must i deserve all this?
why must this stupid world give me all these shit?
im only a 13-yr old girl, trying to find a true friend in her life,
trying to find someone who will realise and thank her for treating th person like a real friend.
trying to find someone who wun mind listening to whatever shit she has at any time.
trying to find a place in the world.

why cant fairytales be real? 
why? 
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