my muscles are aching suuuper badly aftr ytd.
like my forearms have bruise cuz of th stupid incline pull-up stn whr we have to hit our arms agnst th metal bar.
my thigh muscles are aching from running everywhere, thn running for shuttle run twice, and th stupid practices b4 tht.
my leg muscles are aching from stupid SBJ, whr i oni jumped 145cm ,and some othrs jumped 19_.
and i crushed my thumb, now i cant hold a pen properly w my right thumb nor hold a spoon and i cant even type w my thumb now. urgh.
my stomach muscles are aching cuz of th stupid sit-ups
yah.everywhr is aching.
i dun feel like goin to sch tml
.everyone's tired and we all nid a rest.
why can they not go sch and i nid to go sch?
im really tired too.
and tml i still have LA storytelling.
i will fail as usual, like i fail my ICT and everything else.
and i intend to fail LA happily too.
i thot i memorised my script, but even during practicing in front of myself i get nervous and forget everything.
wadthshyt.
im really tired.
and i have like much more slp thn i have had for th past at least 3 wks.
i have eyebags now and i didnt have eyebags thn.
someone said its due to STRESS.
great so SOMEONE noes tht I have stress too.
i thot EVERYONE thot THEY were th only one who had stress.
no one else has probs and stress
u guys are the ONLY ones.
now we have prob, u think U adults are th only ones w stress?
stupid lor.
HOW DO PPL ASK ME REMAIN OPTIMISTIC AND "LET ADULTS HANDLE, U DUN WRY" WHEN THOSE WHO TAUGHT ME TO BE OPTIMISTIC FROM YOUNG, HAVE BECOME THOSE PESSIMISTIC ONES?
im really tired today.
really really tired.
i have been in a bad mood since monday.
i hope i can get ovr it soon.
cuz this realli isnt getting me anywhr.
stress stress and stress.
im starting to wonder, is my entire teenage life just doing wrk, wrk and more homewrk?
idk since when, but my blog has become the darkest place in my life, the truest place of my life and my ONLY confident besides God.
this is real, this is the real me.
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my muscles are aching suuuper badly aftr ytd.
like my forearms have bruise cuz of th stupid incline pull-up stn whr we have to hit our arms agnst th metal bar.
my thigh muscles are aching from running everywhere, thn running for shuttle run twice, and th stupid practices b4 tht.
my leg muscles are aching from stupid SBJ, whr i oni jumped 145cm ,and some othrs jumped 19_.
and i crushed my thumb, now i cant hold a pen properly w my right thumb nor hold a spoon and i cant even type w my thumb now. urgh.
my stomach muscles are aching cuz of th stupid sit-ups
yah.everywhr is aching.
i dun feel like goin to sch tml
.everyone's tired and we all nid a rest.
why can they not go sch and i nid to go sch?
im really tired too.
and tml i still have LA storytelling.
i will fail as usual, like i fail my ICT and everything else.
and i intend to fail LA happily too.
i thot i memorised my script, but even during practicing in front of myself i get nervous and forget everything.
wadthshyt.
im really tired.
and i have like much more slp thn i have had for th past at least 3 wks.
i have eyebags now and i didnt have eyebags thn.
someone said its due to STRESS.
great so SOMEONE noes tht I have stress too.
i thot EVERYONE thot THEY were th only one who had stress.
no one else has probs and stress
u guys are the ONLY ones.
now we have prob, u think U adults are th only ones w stress?
stupid lor.
HOW DO PPL ASK ME REMAIN OPTIMISTIC AND "LET ADULTS HANDLE, U DUN WRY" WHEN THOSE WHO TAUGHT ME TO BE OPTIMISTIC FROM YOUNG, HAVE BECOME THOSE PESSIMISTIC ONES?
im really tired today.
really really tired.
i have been in a bad mood since monday.
i hope i can get ovr it soon.
cuz this realli isnt getting me anywhr.
stress stress and stress.
im starting to wonder, is my entire teenage life just doing wrk, wrk and more homewrk?
idk since when, but my blog has become the darkest place in my life, the truest place of my life and my ONLY confident besides God.
this is real, this is the real me.
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