its so obvious tht th person u're avoiding is none othr than th su-ky one here. i dun care.
call me dependent, reliant, sticky-tape, wadever, thats who i am. u cant just suddenly start being nice to me and all tht, thn start chatting w me and acting like wow, i was actually awesome enuf to deserve a friend like u. and next minute, u just start ignoring and dumping me to go and entertain other people. i just cant get used to that fact. u're not mine , not at all. but i dun like the feeling of letting u go. without a proper goodbye. u cant expect me to just treat like nothing's wrong cuz u're suddenly not talking to me, cause thts what i am. im dependent on othr ppl, and whn i get used to u, i'll feel horrid letting u go. same with all my soft toys, belongings all tht. u're totally not mine. but i just dun want to let u go. thts how selfish i am. i hope at least, u noe im referring to u, at least send me an email or offline message and tell me wad went wrong with our friendship, so at least i noe how this friend"ship" sinked.

eva wondered wad any of u would do if u all knew this was th last month i was going to be existing?
nevermind. i dun think anyone would care. nevermind.
would everyone still accept me for who i am when things start goin wrong? will anyone be able to understand my troubles and difficulties of not being able to say anything? will any of u still be there? cause im still well and alive and kicking now, but i alr feel like none of u exist anymore. or is it me who nvr existed?

我在等待。等待一个奇迹。等待那一天。天父会为我们开一道门的，他一定会的，因为我相信。而在信的人，凡事都能。
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its so obvious tht th person u're avoiding is none othr than th su-ky one here. i dun care.
call me dependent, reliant, sticky-tape, wadever, thats who i am. u cant just suddenly start being nice to me and all tht, thn start chatting w me and acting like wow, i was actually awesome enuf to deserve a friend like u. and next minute, u just start ignoring and dumping me to go and entertain other people. i just cant get used to that fact. u're not mine , not at all. but i dun like the feeling of letting u go. without a proper goodbye. u cant expect me to just treat like nothing's wrong cuz u're suddenly not talking to me, cause thts what i am. im dependent on othr ppl, and whn i get used to u, i'll feel horrid letting u go. same with all my soft toys, belongings all tht. u're totally not mine. but i just dun want to let u go. thts how selfish i am. i hope at least, u noe im referring to u, at least send me an email or offline message and tell me wad went wrong with our friendship, so at least i noe how this friend"ship" sinked.

eva wondered wad any of u would do if u all knew this was th last month i was going to be existing?
nevermind. i dun think anyone would care. nevermind.
would everyone still accept me for who i am when things start goin wrong? will anyone be able to understand my troubles and difficulties of not being able to say anything? will any of u still be there? cause im still well and alive and kicking now, but i alr feel like none of u exist anymore. or is it me who nvr existed?

我在等待。等待一个奇迹。等待那一天。天父会为我们开一道门的，他一定会的，因为我相信。而在信的人，凡事都能。
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