Saturday, March 27, 2010 | 3/27/2010 10:48:00 PM | 0 comments
happy 70th bday stupid blog.today more things happened.
supposedly wanted to go for seminar, in th end..
uhm. some things happened .
thn i wasnt at home nor in church for the entire afternoon.
yep. i think thts informative enuf already.
i suddenly feel disgusted w all guys.
okay nevermind.
im even more tired today.
and i feel really bad aftr meeting someone.
its totally not her fault. and she has 3 young children.
wads wrong with tht jerk.
ughhhh.
i felt utterly disgusted whn i saw him earlier.
th way he spoke, acted, did things.
i felt like puking.
and im like really upset to see my fav c_z_i_s who are like s young and innocent being upset and abnormal and all tht.
idk wad to say.
more and more things are happening.
and its like. all affecting me.
not in vry gd ways.
im really vry tired.
mentally and physically tired.
and i srsly think i will die soon. cuz im having a bad headache now.
yeah. paranoid-ness. but true, who noes, tml i'll be gone.
tml have to CHIONG physics which i have only done filing and not even started revising.
and my even dumber shao nian wen zhai.
i have a suuuper bad urge to not hand SNWZ in on mon.
but yang lao shi is like th nicest MAIN SUBJECT tchr i have.
she's nicest. but her wrk isnt nicest.
yeah anyways.
im gonna die tml.
i think i will stay up till 12 to read finish th bk.
and maybe start answering sm qtns first.
i cant wait to go to church tml aftr like. 1 whole totally exhausting, draining and lousy week.
yah. i really need lots of strength from the Lord now. cuz things arent getting much betta, but worser.
byee.
o rite. one word i wanna say to some freak i'm really starting to dislike [more like we] aftr bearing for so long: HYPOCRITE.
on the verge of breaking.
