Tuesday, February 23, 2010 | 2/23/2010 11:54:00 PM | 0 comments
heyyyy guys . today seemed. betta and worser than ytd.
HAH.
anw
first lesson dance was high+awesomer than ever (=
science was XIANNNNNN~~~ all the way.
break was with hazel and dillys [oh shoot forgot how to spell her name, SORRRY!! ><].
wenxi had to go for PE or some weird timetable her pe tchr gave thm.
went back to class for history,
wah. tht SONG HUILING HORH, pass her so nice virus to me since then.
or maybe it wasnt her, just that i was too tired.
had bad headache.
than watch history video clip and all that
IM IN LOVE WITH INDUS VALLEY!!!! OMFGGGGG :D its awesome man!! :D
sadly, my headache was too bad for me to really concentrate and all.
huiling was already having fever. poor thinngg.
she still come sch cuz she wanna participate in YOG opening ceremony, then the dance tchr cheorographing dance today, so she must go for CCA so she can participate.
so kelian lohs. aiyeee.
BUT SHE NOT KELIAN WHEN SHE PASS VIRUS TO BENXIAOJIE! hmmph.
lawls.
uhm.
then.... oh yeah. LA.
whoa totally XIANNN LIKE MAD.
i used to love LA so much with Mrs Tan/Mrs Prakash/ Mrs Alcantra.
now with HERRRRR.
omfg.
im gonna fail EL.
yeah, in fact i failed my first LA assignment.
heh. ><
havent told parents yet, confirm DIEEE derh lohz.
i srsly find her so so SO boring.
she and her "TWIN SISTER" mother teresa.
-shuddeerrr-dk why so many ppl like her so much.
MAYB IM JUST FIXED TO BE A BAD BAD BAD STUDENT. HAH.
OR MAYBE IM JUST TRYING TO START GIVING BAD IMPRESSIONS.
srsly xian thru science and la.
then break.
my body was aching already. very very badly. and i was super cold cuz i had no jacket .
and i had a fan like 1 m away from me.
-shudderrr-
so i just like half-slept half-chatted w people who didnt go for break.
then chinese.
I LOVE CHINESE LIKE MAD.
but today was just XIAN.
cuz of the boring topics we had to go thru.
then mATH.
did quiz.
i already minused at least 5 marks, so this test not possible to pass anymore.
was in suuuuuper bad mood after that.
went for band, i became so HIIIGGGGHHHHHHHH haha.
but was still having a bad bad bad headache/bodyache.
yeah. had junior band prac tgt. the assistant conductor is quite nice. joked and laughed quite a lot (=
then he left. and this person whom i dont even think has grade5 musical background and DIDNT learn conducting tried to conduct our ENTIRE JUNIOR BAND.
i was like "wdfh? she has no sense of rhythm at all"
all her counts were totally OUT, and she doesnt even noe how to CONDUCT.
not that i wanna showw off that i very good or wad crap .
but i was srsly pisssed w her, cuz she actually went to tell one grp of people how lousy they were and that they shouldnt play if they didnt noe how to play.
and i was having such a bad headache, trying to concentrate on playing, there she was droning on and on all the wrong counts/beats, acting like she's the BOSS or BAND MAJOR or our junior band. so i sorta shouted at her.
i wanted to let her have a taste of her own medicine, how it feels like to be commented by othr ppl on how lousy u are. so i went " hello. ur beats are seriously seriously OUT. its supposed to be 1-2-3-come-in. u counted 1-2-3-4- come-in. how do u expect us to not be in chaos? no offence, but can we get someone else with a BETTER MUSIC BACKGROUND to conduct? "
those people whom she scolded looked so SHUANG man. at least i did something for them.
then in the end we got this person from sec1 who AT LEAST learnt CONDUCTING b4 to count and continued playing on and on and on. then whn th othr girl started conducting, of cuz this person felt angry. but i couldnt help it. i was srsly having such a bad headache. and yeah, my headache worsened when i shouted at her. but at least i concentrated betta. when we were packing up and goin to main band rm, i sorta apologised to her for shouting at her. not that i wanted to act goody-goody or what. but maybe i srsly shudnt have shouted at her rite in front of the junior band but instead shd have told her in private. she seemed quite okay afterwards. and yeah, i felt a bit betta.
went home with sung jin and lynette. oh. and MY AWESOME SENIOR, ASHLEY!!! whoo~~~ we took same bus, she alighted 2 stops b4 us. then we chatted a lot. a lot . a lot. sung jin sorta taught me 1 vulgar word in korean, but i forgot. i dun have the tendancy to rmb bad words, but whn im in bad mood, i wanna scream them out. luckily the bus was very empty, so my headache sorta subsided a little. yeah, went to city hall from newton, sung jin went b4 me and lynette cuz as usual, she had to rush off for tuition. lynette waited/missed 4 trains just to wait for me to go toilet ! THANK EUUUU LYNETTEE (= yeah, she's awesome ;D
walked home, realised mom reached home earlier than me -.-
yeah, after dinner i felt much betta. maybe cuz i ate already, and also had a good shower.
on-ed TV, got scolded by dad. cuz i wasnt studying. and cuz i didnt study, my bro didnt study.
and I got BLAMED becuz my BROTHER DIDNT want to STUDY.
wdfh?can i control his actions? no rite?! hngh.
then i stalked to my room angrily. went blog hopping. saw th-person-i-screamed-at-on-my-blog's post on her blog. pissed w her. but nevermind.
mommy so awesomely let me go down and watch last 15 mins of the show, loveee herrr like mad ;D
then i started doing my dumb math worksheet, i got taught for 1 hr, got screamed for 45 minutes.
yeah.
mommy was srsly srsly srsly pissed. then she was trying to teach me and ben at the same time. thn we both showed her our math ws/bks at the same time. she was eating pear. and she choked on her pear. cuz all our answers were wrong. bleh >< yeah. so did till 10+, came online, revised for BRP test. and chatted w YUNMAN DEARRR [MISS U LOADS AND LOADS AND LOADS. )=] for 1hr + bahs.
and we srsly chatted about th randomest stuff we could ever chat about.
haha. miss her loads.
miss taonan loads.
miss my teachers loads.
miss my BiCEPers loads.
especially my bossom girls and awesome friends.
sighhh.
sayonara`
im a b-tch in yr eyes, a liar, a crapper, an idiot. of cuz. u're a GEPer. who talks about NOTHING other than POLITICAL and dk wad crap. and fight for RIGHTS. wad am i? im just a LIAR who does nothing but lie, act like a B-TCH whole day, crap about random shyt and fail almost every subject. the thing is, i've only heard of people speaking bad of others BEHIND their backs, u're really one of the SCARCE ones whom i've seen actually speaking bad of others RIGHT IN FRONT of them... u're gonna have such a bright future, while i'll just fade away like wad. NOTHING. to you, i'll forever remain a B-TCH. and i noe im one.
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im failing every single subject i can possibly fail.
chinese is deproving. from one of the tops become average. like in pri sch.
failed LA, when so many people passed. and i can still have the guts to claim im an A* EL student. ugh.
just hit the passing mark for SC, i studied so hard, expected to get at least an 8, in the end i got so much worser.
math, yeah, i srsly felt so dumb just now. and mommy confiscated my calculator until i finished my worksheet cause she said my brain was too lazy. she explained 2-3 times and i still didnt understand.
and she was like "THIS IS BASIC MATH, HOW CAN U NOT KNOW?? HUH?!" and i just replied "sorry lorh, im just so dumb."
i srsly cant help being dumb. and stupid.
the more i try to work harder to do well, the worser i fare. wad kind of world is this?
so damn. freaked. disappointed with myself.
i dun deserve to be in NYGH de lohs. i so stupid. i didnt even deserve to be in BiCEP.
those geniuses shd be the ones. not me.
im not a genius, im just a dumb, fat, lazy, ugly pig.
