ahh. feel bad for jingen. just read her blog. but dk how to give advice/comfort. heh. sry. xD
today is actually quite. bad, thn gd, thn bad, thn gd, and now BAD.
ran into school.
Kay offered to help me put my bag.
of all places she put my bag beside an ant hole.
and no wad? whn i went to take my bag, it was covered with ANTS.
i screamed thru th whole GUANG CHANG.
thn this pregnant tchr came and help me dust off all th stupid ants.
they looked like SPIDERS with MANY LEGS. but th tchr said it was just ANTS.
thn crawl vry fast those kind. suuuuper freaky.
luckily hanlu nice enuf help me carry my bag up to class. AI SI TA :D
then i was bz killling ants during geog. like pressing and squishing thm.
anw..
i failed my geog test.>.<
haven told parents yet.. ><
chinese culture was okay.
break was okay.
nanzhong quan was suuuuper hyper.
math was fun.
+++ hyperness.
break w wenxi was okay.
then chinese RAWKED LIKE MAD.
i love yanglaoshi to bits althou sometimes she's quite boring.
of all tchrs,she's th only one who didnt give any CNY hw. nor have any lessons.
she smmore gave each of us dove chocolate, let us eat in classroom which is an UNDESIGNATED AREA FOR EATING, and let us talk and play and do wadev we want. so awesome rite? ;D
LA finished my dumb summary writing, have a feeling gonna fail.
went for band.
it was AWESOME.
sectionals . its like. okay. at first my instructor say i wun take part in SYF nxt yr
thn he was like " okay, 你现在进步蛮好的，如果再用功一点，明年我让你参加SYF"
aftr tht went for band marching/drills session. quite funny but suuuper tired aftr tht.
at first had to do section punishment cuz QIN AI DE ashley went to bang her instrument whn she fell asleep.
thn SO HENG pauline spotted tht i had changed into PE to run, thn she was like "eh, fang yi, u no th sec1s no need to run?" i was like OMG SO HENG, THANK U SO MUCH PAULINE.
hahaha
went home w lynette and jaimmelynne.
aftr dinner got shouted here and thr.
havent found clothes to wear for tml. ><
thn suuuuper pissed with a EUNUCH and a LONER.
IRRESPONSIBLE PPL.
nvm.
-fumes-
byebye.




its like.
no one treasures me at all now.
will anyone treasure me even whn im gone?
my life is so fragile, it can be gone with th wind.
i dun dare tell anybody, i only told xinjie
my condition is worsening. im not being paranoid.
its true.i alr said at the front.
insects. many insects. bites here and there.
what if one day i really go?
will anyone miss me?
will anyone even care?
i cant tell anyone my feelings.
but im really scared.
im only 13. wad if God really wants to take my life away from me so soon?
but no one cares.
maybe God is doing this for my own good. so that i'll have more company above.
so that i wun suffer so much here.
im really scared something happens agn.
i've had enuf of pain. enuf of hospital visits.
i dun want more health conditions. how?
someone help me. im realli so scared...
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ahh. feel bad for jingen. just read her blog. but dk how to give advice/comfort. heh. sry. xD
today is actually quite. bad, thn gd, thn bad, thn gd, and now BAD.
ran into school.
Kay offered to help me put my bag.
of all places she put my bag beside an ant hole.
and no wad? whn i went to take my bag, it was covered with ANTS.
i screamed thru th whole GUANG CHANG.
thn this pregnant tchr came and help me dust off all th stupid ants.
they looked like SPIDERS with MANY LEGS. but th tchr said it was just ANTS.
thn crawl vry fast those kind. suuuuper freaky.
luckily hanlu nice enuf help me carry my bag up to class. AI SI TA :D
then i was bz killling ants during geog. like pressing and squishing thm.
anw..
i failed my geog test.>.<
haven told parents yet.. ><
chinese culture was okay.
break was okay.
nanzhong quan was suuuuper hyper.
math was fun.
+++ hyperness.
break w wenxi was okay.
then chinese RAWKED LIKE MAD.
i love yanglaoshi to bits althou sometimes she's quite boring.
of all tchrs,she's th only one who didnt give any CNY hw. nor have any lessons.
she smmore gave each of us dove chocolate, let us eat in classroom which is an UNDESIGNATED AREA FOR EATING, and let us talk and play and do wadev we want. so awesome rite? ;D
LA finished my dumb summary writing, have a feeling gonna fail.
went for band.
it was AWESOME.
sectionals . its like. okay. at first my instructor say i wun take part in SYF nxt yr
thn he was like " okay, 你现在进步蛮好的，如果再用功一点，明年我让你参加SYF"
aftr tht went for band marching/drills session. quite funny but suuuper tired aftr tht.
at first had to do section punishment cuz QIN AI DE ashley went to bang her instrument whn she fell asleep.
thn SO HENG pauline spotted tht i had changed into PE to run, thn she was like "eh, fang yi, u no th sec1s no need to run?" i was like OMG SO HENG, THANK U SO MUCH PAULINE.
hahaha
went home w lynette and jaimmelynne.
aftr dinner got shouted here and thr.
havent found clothes to wear for tml. ><
thn suuuuper pissed with a EUNUCH and a LONER.
IRRESPONSIBLE PPL.
nvm.
-fumes-
byebye.




its like.
no one treasures me at all now.
will anyone treasure me even whn im gone?
my life is so fragile, it can be gone with th wind.
i dun dare tell anybody, i only told xinjie
my condition is worsening. im not being paranoid.
its true.i alr said at the front.
insects. many insects. bites here and there.
what if one day i really go?
will anyone miss me?
will anyone even care?
i cant tell anyone my feelings.
but im really scared.
im only 13. wad if God really wants to take my life away from me so soon?
but no one cares.
maybe God is doing this for my own good. so that i'll have more company above.
so that i wun suffer so much here.
im really scared something happens agn.
i've had enuf of pain. enuf of hospital visits.
i dun want more health conditions. how?
someone help me. im realli so scared...
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