ahaha.
uhm.
today=suck
ytd i didnt post much cuz it srsly was too horrid to be blogged abt.
i've alr gotten ovr it so i think i can blog abt it now.
wed i left a note on th whiteboard saying : "whr are th scores for the musicians?"
ytd whn i walked into class sm1 wrote " of cuz ownself find lah! u expect us to print for u ah? not compulsory to print. 不要这么懒惰！" it made me so mad. i nvr eva eva eva exploded in class b4 and ytd and today i exploded so many times.
i was like literally FIRING.
wad do u all mean by BU YAO ZHE ME LAN DUO? hello i searched the damn websites available for FOUR hours for tht CRAP score and i just didnt find it! im SO lazy u no. u all think the ONLY TASK i have in this world is just TALENTIME?! th OBVIOUS thing is tht th song doesnt have ANY piano part AT ALL, and u HMP students cant actually hear it? no piano thn how th hack am i supposed to FIND and PLAY the damn piano? and one of the talentime comm members actually FOUND th score alr not say nvr find, and th person just is so selfish to share among her CLASSMATES. if havent find i wun blame anyone, but th thing is SOMEONE found and actually didnt want to share! wad do u all want me to do? i die for u all, thn u all happy?
i didnt say those but tht time all those thots really were running thru.i mean. not like i nvr search or only search for 10 mins rite? not 4 secs, not 4 mins, not 10 mins, not 1hr, but FOUR hours, WHO ARE U [whoever you are who wrote on tht dumb whiteboard] to JUDGE how LAZY i am? u got so much america time to waste rite? 4hrs isnt precious to u rite? do u have any idea how many hrs i slp a day? smtimes im so tired i dont even eat properly, no time to eat, no time to slp, no time to do anything. and u expect me to waste so much time on yr SHIT talentime? im not gonna waste so much!

thn we went down for flag raising all tht, went back to class for geog.
i SUBCONCIOUSLY used th correction tape EXCESSIVELY whn tchr said tht correction tapes weren't allowed. so how? last min whn i checked my wrk i sddenly realised i used a lot of correction tape. told tchr, got scolding. she made me circle all my answers in pencil, i think she's like gonna mark wrong for all those questions i circled, which is total of 6 questions. aftr submission i was really so upset w myself tht i cried so hard. i nvr cried since th first day of sch, but i really just started crying. no one in class understand, they just go "oh i aso like tht,wun die one lah" in th end they only use for say one word? and managed to scratch their correction tape out. so? they dun die rite? u fart wad fart thn?

chinese speech and drama, went into th room, acted the stupid script w Hanlu, in the end tchr say i not srs and kip laughing and thn hanlu vry good. aftr tht i tried reading. ytd many ppl read, but i was th ONLY one who wasnt graded cuz tchr thot i was too lousy and not able to pass his criteria so he didnt wnat to fail me and ask me go home practice nxt wk read agn thn he grade. thn at first i just stone thr, thn he said sm joke which i dk wad, and whn everyone laughed, i cried. the SECOND time in ONE DAY.

break.i told wenxi everything. at least wenxi comforted me.thru all those crap th only comforting words i finally heard was during break. i was srsly so upset. thn. we had math. which was okay. and then LA. and etc. aftr tht had band, which made things so much betta. sectionals was super funny cuz of my coach and 2 seniors who were quite hyper. ashley is xiao ovr k-pop. fangyi kept playing keyboard , and she played suuuuper pro-ly.
thn i kept practicing th dumb few notes while they played suuuper fast scores. play until arm muscle ache like mad, mouth/cheeks so swollen and fingers numb. its really vry hard and coach expect 100% hard work.  ask me either bring home or go practice more often. th thing is, HOW? i no time at all .___.
but it was still quite nice, thn whn we entered th band room, everyone except sec1s practiced national anthem/sch song. sooo loud. they were practicing for today. for those NON-NYGs, our band plays national anthem/sch song evry Friday instead of music playing. yeah. thn sooo loud. imagine an enclosed and GE[2]YIN[1] room with so many instruments playing at once. -faint- thn first time take attendance in front of othr levels and we had to go "Yes, Ma'am" thn my name so suay on top. so Pauline was like "okay sec 1s, whn u hear yr name pls go YES MAM... first,  ade-----" [voice grow softer] thn i wasnt used to like going YES MA'AM esp w sm1 so funny like Pauline, and i didnt hear myh name, so whn my seniors turned to stare at me i was like "ohoh YES!! !uh maam?" thn everyone started laughing .___. thn moved on. -AUNTY LUCY SO EMBARRASSING-  band dismissed went home w lynnette (= at home read someone's blog and started crying. read someone else's blog and got so pissed i scolded her.

today
------
uh. went sch was betta today, gabrielle was playing alvin and chipmunks 2 songs, suuuper cute.
got hot and cold, etc. i didnt get to watch ALVIN AND CHIPMUNKS 2!!! D: i want to watch for vry long but everyone watch alr so couldnt find ppl who hvnt watched to watch w )= and i didnt even get to watch th FIRST one .__________. okay. thn went down. announcements. fangyi won the science innovation dk wad competition, thn she designed the "toilet roll dispenser " with anothr friend, thn all th band ppl @ 3rd level cheered/clapped until so loud, thn my classmates were like "whoa, yr seniors xiao ah". haha. CONGRATS FANGYI (=
then had PCCG, we discussed class tee  stuff,thn couldnt decide between black and white, in th end class sorta broke into 2 grps, those w black and white. at the end it was decided white, and behind i was like "oh, okay, nvm luh. white aso quite unique.." thn ppl in front i think not happy or wad, apparently said sm things and mrs ang became angry, said our class no unison and all tht thn left class w/o letting us greet her. had LA. did the SEE SPOT RUN assignment with Meredith, like completed less thn 1/2 of the paper, monday must hand in th assignment. it takes up like dk how many percent. so damn freak. evry single ws aso muz say " this ws takes up ____%" i mean we no, u teachers dont have to kip emphasising tht they HAVE to be GRADED :/
break. went w hanlu to print things, thn met wenxi at canteen. she was buying camp stuff.
went up, chen lili lao shi [dance tchr]had meeting so in th end became free period and our class was high. EXCEPT NE GRP. me and hanlu took turns to get fustrated and MAD.nichapat all along remain like xiaoxiao one. hahax xD. whoa really suuuper chaotic. thn science. BORINGGG -yawns- NEXT WEEK GOT QUIZ. DIE ._____________. DDDD:  ))))'=  break agn, aftr tht had art. aftr art went to buy th math olympiad bk from the tchr who has th same initials as mom [forgot her name .__.] qianshan accompanied me =D
me : -pages 115...- hello ms lim? may i have a copy of th math olympiad bk? ohkay,thanks.
ms lim : comes out with $32 change IN HER HANDS. here's $32. the book. -give me, thn take my $50, turns back to walk back into staff room.-
me: uh, ms lim?
ms lim: yeah?
me: uhm, my change....?
ms lim: -looks down at her hands to see th $32 still on her hands-
me and qianshan and her started laughing like mad, thn she gave me th change and went back.
suuuper cute lorh she haha.
anyways went home
did theory.
practiced piano.
piano/theory lesson.
watch tv until now.
some crap happened in between which were like, funny, dumb, maddening, fustratin and all tht. but nvm.
too tired to write more.
sayonara.


ahhs, im ovrweight by 3kg. so damn freak. DDDD: )'=
really so shyt, i cant describe.
i've so much work, so much stress till i procrastinate.
i havent procrastinated for so long.
i have so many things to do.
like. monday's  3rd lang, and this monday i have JAPANESE TEST, havent revised at all yet,
thn tues and thurs have band, in future fri aso booked. NEXT YR GOTTA TAKE PART IN COMPETITION,
weds i have math olympiad, which like 85% i totally CATCH NO BALLS,
+++ so many more things,
like :
-homework
-school assignments/quizzes
-theory exam th day aftr lifeskills camp ends, which is on 13 march saturday.
-practical exam in JULY.
-friendship probs
etc.
so so so so so so so so so so so stressed. i really wanna quit. i really want help from ppl, like maybe a homework machine. any science geniuses who can invent tht for me? )= i wanna quit everything.
im so stressed and freaked out about 3rd lang, my new instrument and math olympiad esp.
really really really really really, they expect like 100% of us, and ihave so many othr commitments.
sighhhhhh. someone help me luh. im srsly so scared to start wrk tht im alr procrastinating now. crappp DDD:
im gonna run out of time to study for JAP, and my quizzes and assignments to hand in, and all those othr things.. so shyt shyt shyt. )= im really bz enuf already, i dont understand how the teachers and parents can be so NOT understanding and all tht. my friends esp, kip giving me probs one aftr anothr. and not tht i dun wanna care, im really too tired to.




whoa, long message.yeah we can still be friends duh. and WOW, LIKE WHN DID I EVA LISTEN TO THE ADVICE OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS? i wrote b4 tht i was pondering ovr wad they said, not tht i BELIEVED and FOLLOWED wad they said. u're so popular and good at everything u do, and everyone loves u, i srsly dont understand why u're like sad or anything at all. u shd be happy tht u've nth to do w me so u can like. have FOR E.G. give up 1 for 100. sth like tht. but anyways. do i seem like i want to give up our 10-yr friendship at all? who was the one who started DRIFTING APART FROM THE OTHR PERSON?
now it seems like IIII was the one who drifted apart. like wad i said above, im really too tired to go and handle and solve all this alr. if u want to, we can just make up and all tht, if not just break and be normal friends. only need 5 minutes to decide. i leave decision to u. break or make up. dont drag any longer, cuz it will cause further harm to both of us. just a reminder, no matter how suuuuper glue can fix broken glass, the broken LINES of the glass will still remain forever. this 10yr relationship between us, the decision is in YR hands now. i've alr said and done my part, i dont want things to become this way like tht now, but i have to say what i have to. i dont want to have to leave, but i wun want to stay at a place whr like more thn 85% of the people, okay maybe YOUTHS hate me like mad. of cuz there are still some nice childhood friends of mine [OKAYYYY they're the GUYS childhood friends so no competition for u] who im closer to, and u no nid worry cuz they're like GUYS and i wun be really close to them, they dun hate me, but III have to worry about all those ppl of yours who buzz around u like 24/7 like FLIES whom we cant seem to look past. thn our relationship's ruined. its really neither of our faults, just know tht it isnt ENTIRELY yr fault. if i were to blame, u'll take 1% of the blame, and THEY. take 99%.
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ahaha.
uhm.
today=suck
ytd i didnt post much cuz it srsly was too horrid to be blogged abt.
i've alr gotten ovr it so i think i can blog abt it now.
wed i left a note on th whiteboard saying : "whr are th scores for the musicians?"
ytd whn i walked into class sm1 wrote " of cuz ownself find lah! u expect us to print for u ah? not compulsory to print. 不要这么懒惰！" it made me so mad. i nvr eva eva eva exploded in class b4 and ytd and today i exploded so many times.
i was like literally FIRING.
wad do u all mean by BU YAO ZHE ME LAN DUO? hello i searched the damn websites available for FOUR hours for tht CRAP score and i just didnt find it! im SO lazy u no. u all think the ONLY TASK i have in this world is just TALENTIME?! th OBVIOUS thing is tht th song doesnt have ANY piano part AT ALL, and u HMP students cant actually hear it? no piano thn how th hack am i supposed to FIND and PLAY the damn piano? and one of the talentime comm members actually FOUND th score alr not say nvr find, and th person just is so selfish to share among her CLASSMATES. if havent find i wun blame anyone, but th thing is SOMEONE found and actually didnt want to share! wad do u all want me to do? i die for u all, thn u all happy?
i didnt say those but tht time all those thots really were running thru.i mean. not like i nvr search or only search for 10 mins rite? not 4 secs, not 4 mins, not 10 mins, not 1hr, but FOUR hours, WHO ARE U [whoever you are who wrote on tht dumb whiteboard] to JUDGE how LAZY i am? u got so much america time to waste rite? 4hrs isnt precious to u rite? do u have any idea how many hrs i slp a day? smtimes im so tired i dont even eat properly, no time to eat, no time to slp, no time to do anything. and u expect me to waste so much time on yr SHIT talentime? im not gonna waste so much!

thn we went down for flag raising all tht, went back to class for geog.
i SUBCONCIOUSLY used th correction tape EXCESSIVELY whn tchr said tht correction tapes weren't allowed. so how? last min whn i checked my wrk i sddenly realised i used a lot of correction tape. told tchr, got scolding. she made me circle all my answers in pencil, i think she's like gonna mark wrong for all those questions i circled, which is total of 6 questions. aftr submission i was really so upset w myself tht i cried so hard. i nvr cried since th first day of sch, but i really just started crying. no one in class understand, they just go "oh i aso like tht,wun die one lah" in th end they only use for say one word? and managed to scratch their correction tape out. so? they dun die rite? u fart wad fart thn?

chinese speech and drama, went into th room, acted the stupid script w Hanlu, in the end tchr say i not srs and kip laughing and thn hanlu vry good. aftr tht i tried reading. ytd many ppl read, but i was th ONLY one who wasnt graded cuz tchr thot i was too lousy and not able to pass his criteria so he didnt wnat to fail me and ask me go home practice nxt wk read agn thn he grade. thn at first i just stone thr, thn he said sm joke which i dk wad, and whn everyone laughed, i cried. the SECOND time in ONE DAY.

break.i told wenxi everything. at least wenxi comforted me.thru all those crap th only comforting words i finally heard was during break. i was srsly so upset. thn. we had math. which was okay. and then LA. and etc. aftr tht had band, which made things so much betta. sectionals was super funny cuz of my coach and 2 seniors who were quite hyper. ashley is xiao ovr k-pop. fangyi kept playing keyboard , and she played suuuuper pro-ly.
thn i kept practicing th dumb few notes while they played suuuper fast scores. play until arm muscle ache like mad, mouth/cheeks so swollen and fingers numb. its really vry hard and coach expect 100% hard work.  ask me either bring home or go practice more often. th thing is, HOW? i no time at all .___.
but it was still quite nice, thn whn we entered th band room, everyone except sec1s practiced national anthem/sch song. sooo loud. they were practicing for today. for those NON-NYGs, our band plays national anthem/sch song evry Friday instead of music playing. yeah. thn sooo loud. imagine an enclosed and GE[2]YIN[1] room with so many instruments playing at once. -faint- thn first time take attendance in front of othr levels and we had to go "Yes, Ma'am" thn my name so suay on top. so Pauline was like "okay sec 1s, whn u hear yr name pls go YES MAM... first,  ade-----" [voice grow softer] thn i wasnt used to like going YES MA'AM esp w sm1 so funny like Pauline, and i didnt hear myh name, so whn my seniors turned to stare at me i was like "ohoh YES!! !uh maam?" thn everyone started laughing .___. thn moved on. -AUNTY LUCY SO EMBARRASSING-  band dismissed went home w lynnette (= at home read someone's blog and started crying. read someone else's blog and got so pissed i scolded her.

today
------
uh. went sch was betta today, gabrielle was playing alvin and chipmunks 2 songs, suuuper cute.
got hot and cold, etc. i didnt get to watch ALVIN AND CHIPMUNKS 2!!! D: i want to watch for vry long but everyone watch alr so couldnt find ppl who hvnt watched to watch w )= and i didnt even get to watch th FIRST one .__________. okay. thn went down. announcements. fangyi won the science innovation dk wad competition, thn she designed the "toilet roll dispenser " with anothr friend, thn all th band ppl @ 3rd level cheered/clapped until so loud, thn my classmates were like "whoa, yr seniors xiao ah". haha. CONGRATS FANGYI (=
then had PCCG, we discussed class tee  stuff,thn couldnt decide between black and white, in th end class sorta broke into 2 grps, those w black and white. at the end it was decided white, and behind i was like "oh, okay, nvm luh. white aso quite unique.." thn ppl in front i think not happy or wad, apparently said sm things and mrs ang became angry, said our class no unison and all tht thn left class w/o letting us greet her. had LA. did the SEE SPOT RUN assignment with Meredith, like completed less thn 1/2 of the paper, monday must hand in th assignment. it takes up like dk how many percent. so damn freak. evry single ws aso muz say " this ws takes up ____%" i mean we no, u teachers dont have to kip emphasising tht they HAVE to be GRADED :/
break. went w hanlu to print things, thn met wenxi at canteen. she was buying camp stuff.
went up, chen lili lao shi [dance tchr]had meeting so in th end became free period and our class was high. EXCEPT NE GRP. me and hanlu took turns to get fustrated and MAD.nichapat all along remain like xiaoxiao one. hahax xD. whoa really suuuper chaotic. thn science. BORINGGG -yawns- NEXT WEEK GOT QUIZ. DIE ._____________. DDDD:  ))))'=  break agn, aftr tht had art. aftr art went to buy th math olympiad bk from the tchr who has th same initials as mom [forgot her name .__.] qianshan accompanied me =D
me : -pages 115...- hello ms lim? may i have a copy of th math olympiad bk? ohkay,thanks.
ms lim : comes out with $32 change IN HER HANDS. here's $32. the book. -give me, thn take my $50, turns back to walk back into staff room.-
me: uh, ms lim?
ms lim: yeah?
me: uhm, my change....?
ms lim: -looks down at her hands to see th $32 still on her hands-
me and qianshan and her started laughing like mad, thn she gave me th change and went back.
suuuper cute lorh she haha.
anyways went home
did theory.
practiced piano.
piano/theory lesson.
watch tv until now.
some crap happened in between which were like, funny, dumb, maddening, fustratin and all tht. but nvm.
too tired to write more.
sayonara.


ahhs, im ovrweight by 3kg. so damn freak. DDDD: )'=
really so shyt, i cant describe.
i've so much work, so much stress till i procrastinate.
i havent procrastinated for so long.
i have so many things to do.
like. monday's  3rd lang, and this monday i have JAPANESE TEST, havent revised at all yet,
thn tues and thurs have band, in future fri aso booked. NEXT YR GOTTA TAKE PART IN COMPETITION,
weds i have math olympiad, which like 85% i totally CATCH NO BALLS,
+++ so many more things,
like :
-homework
-school assignments/quizzes
-theory exam th day aftr lifeskills camp ends, which is on 13 march saturday.
-practical exam in JULY.
-friendship probs
etc.
so so so so so so so so so so so stressed. i really wanna quit. i really want help from ppl, like maybe a homework machine. any science geniuses who can invent tht for me? )= i wanna quit everything.
im so stressed and freaked out about 3rd lang, my new instrument and math olympiad esp.
really really really really really, they expect like 100% of us, and ihave so many othr commitments.
sighhhhhh. someone help me luh. im srsly so scared to start wrk tht im alr procrastinating now. crappp DDD:
im gonna run out of time to study for JAP, and my quizzes and assignments to hand in, and all those othr things.. so shyt shyt shyt. )= im really bz enuf already, i dont understand how the teachers and parents can be so NOT understanding and all tht. my friends esp, kip giving me probs one aftr anothr. and not tht i dun wanna care, im really too tired to.




whoa, long message.yeah we can still be friends duh. and WOW, LIKE WHN DID I EVA LISTEN TO THE ADVICE OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS? i wrote b4 tht i was pondering ovr wad they said, not tht i BELIEVED and FOLLOWED wad they said. u're so popular and good at everything u do, and everyone loves u, i srsly dont understand why u're like sad or anything at all. u shd be happy tht u've nth to do w me so u can like. have FOR E.G. give up 1 for 100. sth like tht. but anyways. do i seem like i want to give up our 10-yr friendship at all? who was the one who started DRIFTING APART FROM THE OTHR PERSON?
now it seems like IIII was the one who drifted apart. like wad i said above, im really too tired to go and handle and solve all this alr. if u want to, we can just make up and all tht, if not just break and be normal friends. only need 5 minutes to decide. i leave decision to u. break or make up. dont drag any longer, cuz it will cause further harm to both of us. just a reminder, no matter how suuuuper glue can fix broken glass, the broken LINES of the glass will still remain forever. this 10yr relationship between us, the decision is in YR hands now. i've alr said and done my part, i dont want things to become this way like tht now, but i have to say what i have to. i dont want to have to leave, but i wun want to stay at a place whr like more thn 85% of the people, okay maybe YOUTHS hate me like mad. of cuz there are still some nice childhood friends of mine [OKAYYYY they're the GUYS childhood friends so no competition for u] who im closer to, and u no nid worry cuz they're like GUYS and i wun be really close to them, they dun hate me, but III have to worry about all those ppl of yours who buzz around u like 24/7 like FLIES whom we cant seem to look past. thn our relationship's ruined. its really neither of our faults, just know tht it isnt ENTIRELY yr fault. if i were to blame, u'll take 1% of the blame, and THEY. take 99%.
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