Saturday, January 2, 2010 | 1/02/2010 07:54:00 PM | 0 comments
XIAAANNNNNN.im lyk quite pissed.
cuz of some ppl.
actually only 2 ppl.
but nvm.
i've alr vented everyth on my othr blog.
which is my heart.
things written thr CANT BE ERASED.
stooopid.
i no im a show off and all tht crap.
and i no tht im suuuper mean to yr son.
wadev.
th more u love him, th more i'll hate him.
i srsly miss my daddy.
if he was ard i definitely would have had a suuuuperb day
sigh.
these few days kip goin out.
sch's starting in 2 days.
2ml nid to report to church at 8AM for someone to conduct choir.
have to LEAVE late aftrnoon for someone to practice choir.
aftr tht hav to go out for dinner w SOMEONE's ex-student.
wdh.
go until lyk later so late.
thn monday nid to go sch.
wad kind of ppl is tht.
ugh.
so pissed.
and i havent packed my sch bag
i realli wished daddy was ard
and tht someone was like ovrseas or sth
daddy srsly like has th same minds as me
he'd understand
and he wun scold ppl WITHOUT GETTING FACTS RITE.
some ppl juz shoot th mouth off juz cuz tht person is in a bad mood which is caused by her SON.
and she shoots her mouth off at SOME OTHR INNOCENT ELSE for SELF-DEFENSE whn her own PRECIOUS DARLING SON was th one who started stuff.
so so SO ridiculous.
ugh ugh ugh
dam pissed.
yeah i no i suck in every single thing u can name.
piano, sports, studies, art, wad-have-us.
i suck in EVERYTHING.
and im suuuper SHOW OFF.
and i'm like suuuper Bit-hy in yr opinion
and u srsly hate me.
cuz i bring so much trouble to u.
wadev.
i'll stop giving u trouble soon.
im such a lousy christian srsly.
even being a christian. i can be such a lousy one
sigh.
wads wrong w me.
i dont know too.
mayb im juz created to suck in every single thing i do.
like EVERY. SINGLE. THING.
nvrm.
i shall juz and be miserable on my own.
i srsly srsly SRSLY miss 2009 lyk madmadmad...
sigh.
i'd rather take PSLE again.
do EVERYTHING all ovr again.
i juz wish 2009 could replay.
i could CHANGE THINGS.
mayb thn.
now i wouldn't be having such a horrid time and memory and everyth.
im srs. she loves u more. i hate u more.
puzzles. ,many pieces, u fix thm one piece by one piece.
i've given one piece to each person i can trust.
i've left behind clues...





