sry gonna break my "suuuper hyper/random" trend tday.
in bad mood. most prob cuz sleep deprived = very tired.
i really dont understand why some people can be so much more popular than othrs.
i mean. like. aiye forget it if i ever state any examples it'd be so obvious who cAT is.
i really dont understand why God give some people 5000, some people 3000 and some people 2000 only.
idk why im always th one getting th 2000 only.
i really dont understand what i actually do that causes everyone to hate me so much.
since no one tells me at all. i really have no idea at all.
i really dont understand why God give some people SO SO SO many talents and some people like ME no talents at all. no qualities. all th BAD BAD BAD things.
many people love me i know. many people hate me like shit lohs.
like hate until th standard until th person has to find such a PATHETIC excuse juz not to have to foward an email to me and has to ask someone else to foward to me.
hate until the standard whr th person has to find so many excuses to explain why nvr accept me on fb.
so dumb.
im srsly so tired today.
and im vry upset w CAT.
BABY is in a bad mood today, shan't worsen hers.
i really hate CAT, aftr reading her blog.
she's srsly out to outdo me again, and she really like 口是心非.
say not close to anyone at all, in th end took _ _       _ic_ w someone.
she's alr like so much more popular than me and everyth.
mommy say "aiya nvm luh... u alr very popular also.. u see u always get selected to service and everyth, othrs no chance at all, and u're so much better well-off than othrs, just give everyone a chance to like help th not-so-good-families lorhs. not like u dont have anything u want right.."
like crap. its not th "poor rich thing" its srsly not.
i mean so many of my friends are average like me.
in fact most are richer than me.
so its really wrong to say tht person is poorer thn me cuz CAT is vry rich actually
and i have so many things i want, but no one bothers finding out.
anw no one will be able to give me also, so forget it.
i only want like, a new soft toy? more korean cds? those normal stuff im always asking them for, but i always dont get them. "not like u dont have anything u want right" WRONG.
i want an iPhone, or a Macbook. my this laptop dying like shit. i can give to benedict lorhs. i really need a better laptop to study. i cant use this dumb one. or no Macbook but AT LEAST a new laptop luh.
SIGH.
i really dont understand why i cant have like just ONE talent.
why does God give everybody at least one talent except me?
some people are like popular by birth, thats a talent aso.
most people are smart, many are also like talented in etc etc etc ways.
is it i haven't realised what my talent is, or is it that God really choose not to give me one?

the only talent i can think of now that i have is  : the ability to make everyone hate me SUBconciously.
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sry gonna break my "suuuper hyper/random" trend tday.
in bad mood. most prob cuz sleep deprived = very tired.
i really dont understand why some people can be so much more popular than othrs.
i mean. like. aiye forget it if i ever state any examples it'd be so obvious who cAT is.
i really dont understand why God give some people 5000, some people 3000 and some people 2000 only.
idk why im always th one getting th 2000 only.
i really dont understand what i actually do that causes everyone to hate me so much.
since no one tells me at all. i really have no idea at all.
i really dont understand why God give some people SO SO SO many talents and some people like ME no talents at all. no qualities. all th BAD BAD BAD things.
many people love me i know. many people hate me like shit lohs.
like hate until th standard until th person has to find such a PATHETIC excuse juz not to have to foward an email to me and has to ask someone else to foward to me.
hate until the standard whr th person has to find so many excuses to explain why nvr accept me on fb.
so dumb.
im srsly so tired today.
and im vry upset w CAT.
BABY is in a bad mood today, shan't worsen hers.
i really hate CAT, aftr reading her blog.
she's srsly out to outdo me again, and she really like 口是心非.
say not close to anyone at all, in th end took _ _       _ic_ w someone.
she's alr like so much more popular than me and everyth.
mommy say "aiya nvm luh... u alr very popular also.. u see u always get selected to service and everyth, othrs no chance at all, and u're so much better well-off than othrs, just give everyone a chance to like help th not-so-good-families lorhs. not like u dont have anything u want right.."
like crap. its not th "poor rich thing" its srsly not.
i mean so many of my friends are average like me.
in fact most are richer than me.
so its really wrong to say tht person is poorer thn me cuz CAT is vry rich actually
and i have so many things i want, but no one bothers finding out.
anw no one will be able to give me also, so forget it.
i only want like, a new soft toy? more korean cds? those normal stuff im always asking them for, but i always dont get them. "not like u dont have anything u want right" WRONG.
i want an iPhone, or a Macbook. my this laptop dying like shit. i can give to benedict lorhs. i really need a better laptop to study. i cant use this dumb one. or no Macbook but AT LEAST a new laptop luh.
SIGH.
i really dont understand why i cant have like just ONE talent.
why does God give everybody at least one talent except me?
some people are like popular by birth, thats a talent aso.
most people are smart, many are also like talented in etc etc etc ways.
is it i haven't realised what my talent is, or is it that God really choose not to give me one?

the only talent i can think of now that i have is  : the ability to make everyone hate me SUBconciously.
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